5:32 am
i lost control. i let it win. i'm so hopeless and broken. i cant win...and this time was different. it was worse then it ever has been before. idk what to do anymore...
7:12am
i'm taking a bath and my mom is fighting with my step dad. i already know she's gonna take it out on me... water is so beautiful. and the way blood flows in it is so beautiful..
self destructive tendencies that i have...
..are killing me slowly but that's fine..
...i like the way it feels...
anyways...
well school is starting so i have to go now..
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MyJournal/Diary 
Kısa HikayeTrigger warning! this isn't my whole story just parts of it... This will be hard to read just so y'all know. This story is about my life and everything I've been through and what I'm still going through. Everything that's in here is everything that...
