I'm always loved to write
I'd write the most beautiful poems for her
Cause she was the only one that understood me
I always loved writing until she died.
And something inside of me ceased to exist
And I hated everything and everyone
Especially writing
I'd stare at an empty page
My mind filled with words but emptiness inside.
For the past few years nothing was transferred to that blank page
Until there was you.
And when I met you, the words flowed from within my mouth like water rushing along a river bed
And I found my urge to write again and talk about my feelings
You became my drive and reason for most things
And you still are.
But how could I tell you this
I'd just scare you away
And I wrote till my fingers could bleed cause my heart was filled with happiness and it was ready to burst.
I always loved writing, especially for you
Moments of perfection captured in the essence of a poem.
Beautiful sunsets and starry filled nights with you
You gave life again to my senses.
I wrote about this too.
I wrote about it all
Now where do I start
Not a word or a stutter
I'm just Blank with nothing left to write.
Cause God knows the love I have for you and I could never align the perfect combination of words to explain us.
In a million years I'd do it again and I'd still choose you.
Never thought I deserved this at all. Nothing this amazing or meaningful
I always loved to write.
Especially about you
Your hair, your laugh and smile
Your eyes would sparkle when you saw me
and you'd blush and then blatantly say you didn't
Your heart beat would race faster when you held me in your arms
Your arms? The best place in the world
The way you're so passionate about the simplest of things.
I always loved to write about us
Cause there's no words left to describe the moments of magic and enchantment we had.
Nor how to say how you made me feel
I always loved to write.
But I'm not sure anymore because I can't
Just can't anymore
There's nothing left to say
I'm stuck again and maybe I'll be stuck all my life.
I always loved to write but without you there
I just don't know anymore.
