I always wanted to continue writing just to see how far it got
But I could never align my words correctly especially for him.
He took my breath away
the mere thought of seeing him everyday caused those untimely butterflies to emerge and flutter.
He could silence my inner fears with just a simple smile
He was cute without trying.
Firm without being mean.
He warmed my heart without trying
And he touched my broken pieces with his gentle yet passionate love.
Gosh the way I feel about him made me stay up late sometimes thinking how I'd get so lucky
So happy to have such a wonderful soul
It was perfect and I loved it immensely.
But I got scared of how happy I was becoming
Interaction with him put me on a high like no other he was my drug and I wanted a never ending supply.
When nothing was going right he was the one to calm the storm
He was my drug.
I won't deny it I became an addict and when I couldn't see him how I wanted
Withdrawal symptoms would start to set in
I'd crave his presence just even a simple kiss.
I was beyond cloud 9 and everyone around me could see it.
Finally she got her happiness.
That's the thing about being high
Its the moment
the altitude you're at
Nothing and no one can ever catch you
You're invincible
and you yourself is at peace.
And that's what he was to me
my drug
And I needed a limitless supply.
I became happier as the days went on,
I became more scared as well.
I had to wait so long to find happiness
how could I be this happy?
I knew the universe full well
And they didn't make you this happy without taking something away.
And it did.
Before I knew it I was crashing and my drug supply was quickly diminishing
And I looked desperate and needy as it soon came to an end.
I crashed harder than I've ever did.
My high was gone and I needed rehabilitation
But nothing or no one could fix this
For He was my all time High
He was my drug
