Hello Fellow Humans!!!!
<Shoyou POV>
I wake up to my BLARING FUCKING ALARM! I get up and resist the urge to throw it at a wall... and then I remembered that I have practise in like 15 minutes, I run around chucking on my binder and my clothes and run out of the house. While I'm running I here my mum yell out
"YOU GOT MUD IN MY HOUSE! DONT TAKE YOUR STUPID TRAINING SHOES IN THE HOUSE"
But I'm to far away to be scared about her lol. I get to practise practically deceased, Kageyama is yelling at me for being to puffed to race to the gym today but I just flip him off (lol)
<Milk mans POV (kageyama)
HE just flipped me ofF!!!! That little carrot! Ugh whatever... we begin practise and as soon as to started it was over.
Since it was a Saturday practise we all went home afterwards I went home and SLEPT
<Shoyou POV>
I text Kenma asking him to come around this afternoon cause I need to talk to him
I have decided I am going to tell him... fingers crossed he supports me because if he doesn't I will cry
—————TIME SKIP BOUGHT BY MILK MAN—————
[at Shoyou's house]
I'm home alone as usual so I just get in some clean clothes and wait for kenma
he gets here and I sit him down
"Sooo I don't really know how to tell you this but I'm trans" I say while I'm fidgeting with my fingers
"What does that mean?"
"It means I was born in a females body and born a girl but I don't identify as that originally assigned gender also search it up that is the definition!
"I was born a girl but... I'm a boy" he says nothing and just stares at me
He stares at me for like five minutes and says nothing...
"I think you should go" I say holding back my tears
"Shoyou..."
"I SAID LEAVE!" I screamed to him.
He got up and headed for the door, he looked back at me and left
I wanted to tell him that I love him but he still left. I know I told him to leave but that wasn't what I wanted.
"Please... don't leave me" but its to late, he's already gone
I keep crying and crying and crying until I can barely breathe, I take my binder off before I pass out and then head to the bathroom
⚠️TW SELF HARM IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS TOPIC SCROLL PAST IT OR DONT READ IT⚠️
I stare at my self in the mirror why can't I have just been born in the right body... why can't I just be happy... I start screaming WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY I punch the mirror causing my hand to bleed.
I take one of my blades from the cabinet and start counting
1 for being such a disappointment
2 for being so ugly
3 for not being a boy
4 for loosing your best friend
5 for not being normal
I keep counting until both arms are covered in cuts as I go to get up my vision becomes foggy and I feel dizzy, I hear something or someone I make out a tall figure before everything goes black...
HAHAHA LOLOLOLOLOL CLIFFHANGER
HAVE FUN WITH THAT!
Also, I just realised that kun is for young males and chan is for like young females and since I'm legit neither I'm pretty sure that means I'm Authour-san? Idk lemme know in the comments if I'm correct with those definitions and/or meanings
Author-San out!!!!
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Fanfiction"I SAID LEAVE!" I screamed to him. He got up and headed for the door, he looked back at me and left I wanted to tell him that I love him but he still left. I know I told him to leave but that wasn't what I wanted. "Please... don't leave me" but its...
