Chapter 22

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Heyyyy so I know that I dint end up making another chapter that day but oh well... any way on with the stroty

<Previously>

"I'm just going to go to the bathroom, i will be back soon" he says quietly

I instantly worry about him.

<Currently>

Kenma Pov

After 5 minutes shoyou is still in the bathroom and I begin to contemplate whether or not I should go and check on him. After a few minutes I decide to go and knock on the bathroom door.

"Shoyou? Are you ok" I ask quietly

No reply. I hear sobbing so I let him know that I am coming in... there he is, sitting on the bathroom floor with a blade in his hand and his binder on the floor. I instantly run and pull him into a tight embrace, making sure he is no longer holding the blade. He wraps his arms around me and cries into my chest.

"I couldn't do it" he says just above a whisper

"I wanted to be with her... but I couldn't do it, I don't know why I just couldn't" he stated

"That's a good thing Sho, that means you're getting better mentally" I say to him so he knows that I'm proud of his accomplishment

"Lets go have something to eat?" I ask

"I'm not that hungry... I might just go check on Natsu then have a sleep" he replies pulling away from my arms

I sigh knowing that all the time I spent getting him to open up to me is gone out the window

{time skip a few days}

Shoyou POV

2 months have passed since mum died... I started growing more distant, I began not eating, more than usual Kenma keeps saying that he is worrying about me, but I don't care. He doesn't need me; I don't need him. It's that simple... I try and tell him that he can go home but he insists on staying here with me. I still haven't told my dad yet, but it doesn't matter, he doesn't deserve to know... to mourn.

"Natsu?" *knock knock knock*

"you there?" no reply.

I knock once more, no sound. I assume she is sleeping so I let her be.

I decided to go and have a shower. I grabbed some clothes and a towel and made my way to the bathroom, Kenma walks out of the bathroom as I approach... he tries to talk to me, to check how I am coping, I try and convince him that I am doing better but he doesn't believe me.

Kenma: I didn't really know your mum and all my family is alive... so I don't understand what you're going through, I guess. But I did know you. And I'm sorry I wasn't there.

Shoyou: It's not your fault. I disappeared.

Kenma: No, you didn't. I just didn't look hard enough. But I see you now. I see you.

I begin crying and he pulls my into a hu and kisses the top of my head, reassuring me that it will be ok.

Heyyy, sorry bout the wait I have had a lot of assessments and everything but I will try better. did anyone get the season 4 stranger things quote kinda? um i tried a new type of dialogue let me know which one you guys prefer :) 

 Anyway bye 

Author-San out

Word Count: 540

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