Yes. heyyyyyyy so i know it has been like 4 months since i updated, and im really sorry about that... but ya know no motivation that kinda stuff got in the way. and i was kinda busy annoying this homophobic kid from my old school (im at a new/old one now) but yeah... i will put in a massive previously so that you guys can remember whats happened.
Previously
(from chapter 19) I wake up to kenma mumbling for someone to stop and that he doesn't want to. I try and gently shake him awake but that only makes it worse. I decide to just sit him up and that causes him to wake up with heavy breathing and sweat dripping down his face. He looks around trying to remember where he is until he sees me. He immediately comes closer and begins crying into my arms, my heartbreaks hearing him be in so much pain, but all I can do is be strong for him and look after him until he is ready to talk to me about it. (from chapter 20) "Shhhh it's ok love, I will never let him hurt you, never. Do you hear me?" "Yeah" he replies "Good, now let's go open some presents and then you can head home or stay here" I tell him wiping a tear away. They head downstairs to open their presents and spend some time in each others company when suddenly shoyou gets a text... and his face instantly drops.
Currently
<kenma pov>
"Love, Are you ok?" I ask him
"Natsu... go upstairs for me please" he says in a shaky voice
"Uh ok." She replies skipping up the stairs
Suddenly he bursts into tears. I quickly pull him into an embrace
"My-my mum... she got into a crash and... and she didn't make it!" He says into my neck
"Oh my love, it's going to be ok. I'll be right here with you"
"What am I going to do now, I can't take care of a child by myself!"
"Your not alone" I tell him
"You've got me, suga, daichi, and the rest of your team"
"But I am alone! you cant stay here forever, i cant burden you with my problems... with my issues, I cant do that to you" he says beginning to get angrier and sadder
"Kenma... please don't leave me" he whispers
My heart breaks when i hear the pain in his voice.
"Don't you worry my love, I will love you now and forever more, nothing can change that" hearing that only made Shoyou sob harder
I hold him closer and tighter for another 15 minutes giving him kisses and reassurance every few minutes, I have no idea how painful this must be for him... I tell shoyou that with all of this crying and heavy breathing he should go and take his binder off especially because he fell asleep in it. He gives me one last tight hug before getting ready to stand up. Suddenly Natsu comes down stairs and asks Sho why he is crying and where is mum. Wiping the tears away Shoyou motions for Natsu to sit on his lap.
"Natsu... mummy isn't coming home anymore..." Sho says holding back a sob
"What do you mean? where is she" she asks beginning to get more worried
"Mum... well she got in a crash... and passed away" he says in between sniffles
"She is with granddad and grandma now?" Natsu asked
"yeah darling, she is with granddad and grandma now"
*sniff*
i see a tear roll down Natsu's cheek, she quickly wipes it away hoping that we didnt see
"It's ok to be sad Natsu, you know that right?" i say
"Yeah ok..." she gives Shoyou a big hug and kiss then goes back upstairs into her room
"I'm just going to go to the bathroom, i will be back soon" he says quietly
I instantly worry about him.
Anywayssss thats all for this chapter! i will update again later today.
Word count: 650
Author-san out!!
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ABANDONED - DISCONTINUED
Fanfiction"I SAID LEAVE!" I screamed to him. He got up and headed for the door, he looked back at me and left I wanted to tell him that I love him but he still left. I know I told him to leave but that wasn't what I wanted. "Please... don't leave me" but its...
