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<previously>
"Kenma..."
"Do you like it?" He asks fidgeting with his sleeve
"I love it, it's beautiful... Thankyou" I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him
"Let's sit down" he says leading me to the blanket
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<kenma pov>
"Let's sit down" I say leading him to the blanket
I begin lighting the candles around the blanket so we can actually see eachother. And he immediately starts stuffing his face with strawberries, I giggle slightly hoping he didn't notice
"What! Mum's allergic to strawberries but I love them!!" He replies in between mouthfuls
"Ok ok" I put my hands up in defeat.
After he finishes eating all of the strawberries he lays his head down on my lap smiling up to me, I dramatically fall backwards with my hand on my forehead for effect
"Your to cute, I can't take it!" I say
"I guess no more kisses" he replies in a smirky tone
"I think not" I pull him in by his collar pressing my lips against him, flipping us over so I am leaning over him I part our lips to see a red blushing face below me
"No more kisses huh"
"Hey that's not fair! You can't do that to me" he says playing with my hair
"I can too, because I just did" I reply
<shoyou pov>
It's not fair he can't just do that. He knows I get flustered easily! Anyway me and kenma stay at the park for about an hour just talking and cuddling on the blanket until we decide to head back to my house. We are walking back when we here someone behind us. Taking no chances we speed up and quickly arrive at my house. I look over to see kenma worried and deep in thought
"Kenma, are you ok?" I ask softly.
No reply
"Kenma, sweetheart can you here me?" I say again brushing his hair out of his face
"Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine, don't worry about me" he comes back to reality and quickly shakes off the question
"Ok..." I say not fully believing him
We head inside and up to my room, and then I see the time.
12:01AM
I turn around to my boyfriend and kiss him.
"Merry Christmas, my love" I say Smiling through the kiss
"Merry Christmas" he says back
We put on a movie and then go to sleep.
{time skip bought to you but gay frogs}
I wake up to kenma mumbling for someone to stop and that he doesn't want to. I try and gently shake him awake but that only makes it worse. I decide to just sit him up and that causes him to wake up with heavy breathing and sweat dripping down his face. He looks around trying to remember where he is until he sees me. He immediately comes closer and begins crying into my arms, my heartbreaks hearing him be in so much pain, but all I can do is be strong for him and look after him until he is ready to talk to me about it.
After around 20 minutes I hear Kenma say my name
"Yeah, what's up love?"
"I- I'm sorry, for waking you up and making you take care of me" he says in between tears
"Don't ever think that I will get up you for needing help, I don't care if you wake me up a million times if it makes you feel more comfortable. It is completely fine. Ok?" I say slightly firm
"Ok." Says in agreement
"Did you wanna talk about it?"
"Not yet, I just wanna cuddle"
"Ok... but whenever you wanna talk I'm gonna be here" I assure him
After awhile I feel his breathing steady out and fall into a calm pace indicating he has fallen asleep. I play with his hair deciding not to go back to sleep in case he wakes up in this state again.
ok I'm done for this chapter! Hope you all enjoy uhh stay safe with this covid stuff and hope you all have a great day!
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Fanfiction"I SAID LEAVE!" I screamed to him. He got up and headed for the door, he looked back at me and left I wanted to tell him that I love him but he still left. I know I told him to leave but that wasn't what I wanted. "Please... don't leave me" but its...
