brooklyn baby (N.H)

02

"God morning, sweetheart" I hear a voice, footsteps walking into my room. My eyes still closed. That voice is the only calmed thing right now in my life.

I try to open my eyes in the exactly moment she opens the curtains so a strong light that light up the big room.

"Thanks for that, Maria" I say in sarcasm while rubbing my eyes. Trying to turn around from the window and open my eyes to see her. She's walking out of the room and only seconds later she's back with a tray with food. Walking up to me and putting down the tray on the bed infront of me. It was bacon, scrambled eggs and chocolate milk on it. The only really breakfast I eat. I'm not the breakfast type of person because I'm not really into eating when I just wake up but this is the only thing going down to my stomach this early.

I'm looking back at Maria walking I my bathroom to get my laundry basket and walking out again. She was wearing black skinny leather pants with a white shirt. It looks like she's going somewhere. She seem to be very stressed as well.

"Where are you going?" I ask her before she got to leave the room.

"Mr Smith have a meeting in an half hour so we really need to leave now. I just needed to give to breakfast and then we leave as fast as possible" she says. Then walking out of the room and closing the door after her. I have no idea why she calls my father Mr Smith infront of me. I know who he is and he's not here so he won't hear. But I guess she just likes to call him that, he calls me Miss sometimes, but I always tell her to just call me Isabelle.

I look at the clock on my wall, 12:53. It really wasn't that early it seems like. But I was up all night and maybe fell asleep at 6 am.

When I finished the breakfast I got up to the bed and walked into my wardrobe to get some clothes on. In quick decision I put on some grey soft pants and a big black band hoodie. It was the one that I got at a AC/DC concert a few years ago. Then I walked into my bathroom to take off all my makeup from last night and take my contacts out because it felt like my eyes were burning. I couldn't have contacts today, my eyes choice, so I put my black, really ugly glasses on to see anything. I then walk back into the walk in closet to my mini fridge because I really was in need for a bottle of vodka right now. I take the bottle of straight vodka from my fridge and then walks out of the room to the kitchen. It was good that my father and Maria had already left.

I open the fridge and looking for something I can spread out the vodka with, I needed liquor but not straight vodka. I see a bottle of 1,5 litre coke. Maybe that would work. I held out almost half of the coke from the bottle to replace with the vodka.

When I was done I decided to take a walk. I didn't want to stay home all day long after what happened last night. I needed to get some air and just be by myself.

"Lady?" I yell into the house from the hall when I was putting on my shoes. I thought when I would go out anyway I could take her with me. Lady is the nearest sibling I have alive.

She came running from upstairs and into the hallway to me. Happy as always and jumps into my arms. I pet her fluffy black and white fur. She was pretty big and very smart.

"Hi love how are you?" I ask her when she's licking my face, even though I know she really can't answer. We got outside and I didn't need to have a leash because she's very good trained to follow us when we're going on walks with her.

When we had walked in like a hour I needed something to eat because I was starting to get hungry and I didn't want to go home just yet. So I walked into a supermarket right where we was.

"Lady can you stay here?" I ask her when we're standing outside the store because I can't take a dog into the store. She sat down as an answer and I walk in.