Hearts|| Jujutsu kaisen [[On Going]]

I. Yuji

Miss wanna die
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"I wanna die, but you're there you would care, making me aware"

T.W: metions of self harm, suicide, molestations, abuse

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Everyday wasn't anything new, you would go somewhere and attempt to end your life, but everyday your childhood friend would ruin these chances.

"Y/n-chan! Help me study!"

"Alright.."
'Tomorrow it is I guess..'

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Classes are finally done, you decided to wait til everyone's asleep so no one would interfere. So you waited in your room, your mind once again going to weird places which often make you remember all the traumatic events that had happen in your life, from your father molesting you, your grandparents leaving you in this world to the people you trusted betraying you, some leaving you with no reason.

Yuji was the one who stay by your side and yet your mind was clouded by suicide.

Shaking you head, you stand up and grabbed a sharp object and started to create wounds on your lap, being numb to the pain, you did this over and over to take your mind off of those thoughts and memories.

Blood were trickling down your leg, you've created multiple slashes of wounds, staring at them blankly you reached to the drawer beside your bed and patched yourself then you changed your shorts into a pajama to cover the mess you've made.

Looking at your clock, it was finally midnight

You slowly attempted to stand up, making sure you walk normally, you finally went out, quietly to avoid anyone knowing you were out.

'I think I can go to the roof..' you thought while looking up

'.. no, I can't..'

Sighing you went down and walked away from the dorm building.

Arriving at a certain building, you took of your slippers before opening the door that'll lead you to the building's roof top

Arriving, you saw a girl, seemed to be a 6th grader, she already took her shoes off -- she was still in her uniform --

In a sudden you shouted "H-hey! Kid! Don't jump!"

The kid turned to you, with a sad puffy eyes, indicating she's been crying

You slowly walked towards her and helped her to climb up the railing

"Geez kid, you shouldn't do that, your friends and parent will be sad.." you said giving her a sad and worried expression

"They don't care about me.."she sniffed and cried "they're all cruel.. even father.. my friend betrayed me"

You sighed, it also happend to you

"Hey, if you need a sis to talk to, I'm here.." you smiled and pat her head "here's my phone number.. do you have a phone?"

She nodded in response

"Good, just call me, okay?" She nodded