𝗠𝗔̀𝗚𝗢𝗔 ✰ CYPHER (VALORANT)

𝚃𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝙲𝙰𝙽'𝚃 𝙱𝙴...

Cypher stayed quiet - it was only a confirmation to Y/N that it was-- it was him. Her Aamir. Y/N looked down, still chuckling to herself as she felt the tears fall from her eyes. Soon her chuckles became quiet sobs as she ran passed him. She wanted to so badly hold in the tears but it did not go as plan. This was all too much for anyone to handle. How could anyone handle seeing the person they've known since children and have fallen deeply love leave for a whole year just to see them again as a whole completely different person.

She got on the train back to the HQ herself. Leaving Cypher behind to yell for her to wait. But everything was not going right and Y/N needed space.

She needed time to comprehend the absolute change that occurred in her life. But at the same time something told her to ask him. Confront him with the question, 'why'. Demand answers from him. Confront him with the emotions she hides with every bit of her body.

But even as she storms into the bedroom that she was assigned to - with puffy eyes and red cheeks she lays there. Just thinking. Thinking of what to do, thinking of the plans, thinking of the burning questions that stuck out to her.

But right now she needed sleep. Sleep was needed to fully comprehend the situation. Closing her eyes she tries to sleep.

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Oh Y/N tried. She tried her fucking best to sleep. But the questions never seemed to fail to get in her mind and even if she was able to sleep it would be in her dreams. So she laid there. Unmoving for hours it felt like when she finally sat up and walked over to the door.

She knew where Cypher's room, right across from hers. As she stared at it she took a deep breath - but then froze.. what if she can't do this? What if she will sob again when she see's him. No, she cannot hesitate now. So, she knocked on the door.

One knock, two knocks and three when finally the door opened. Cypher had his mask put on briskly as his eyes adjusted. Seeing Y/N they widen. "Y/N.."

"I need to ask you these questions or else I can't... I can't go on with my days anymore".

Cypher immediately let her in. Sitting down on his bed he looks at a chair for Y/N to sit on. Y/N hesitates but does so as she fiddles with her arms. "Please, ya helo, go ahead and ask," Y/N flinched, that nickname made her want to punch him in the fact - god now that it was confirmed he was Aamir, he sounds so much like him but this wasn't Aamir.. no, it can't be.

Y/N's eyes filled with tears.

"Why?".

Cypher freezes up.

"Why did you leave me? Why did you leave me to rot.. I-I don't know how I've made it this far," Y/N laughed as she pushed away the tears as Cypher responds. "I needed to give you the money that they offered me, I needed you to live your life with some rich person who can provide for you," Y/N laughed. "You never even sent the money you DIPSHIT!".

"What..? I-I sent them.."

"Well look at me now! Always so alert and so.. broken," Y/N softly smiles as she takes in the chaos. Her heart has never been in this bad of an overdrive as Cypher tried to hold her hand but she refuses. She even looks away from him, something she knows breaks his heart every time. "Y/N.. give me another chance..".

"One.. more chance..".

Y/N looked back and stared at him.

Cold eyes stared at soft, pleading artificial ones.

"No."

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DID I JUST HURT YOU GUYS RIGHT OFF THE BAT? YEA LMAO L NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE LONGER I SWEAR <33