Photographed In Time

chapter 6

Josh's pov

I want to go home I feel so uncomfortable I'm honestly trying but this scene is too much for me, I look around jealous of how people can easily communicate without having social anxiety. As much as my family is always there for me they can never understand the depth oh my disorder.

"I'll be back I'm going to take some air" I say to my parents who are the only ones still seated at our  table

"Alright hun, be back soon" nodding at my mom I walk towards the door which leads to the garden, immediately my senses are filled with cold crisp air which I'm grateful for it definitely relieved me of the tension I was feeling

Mindlessly I walk around allowing the cool air relax me, I was so caught up in my thoughts I didn't hear footsteps behind me

"A penny for your thoughts" I heard her voice say causing me to immediately turn around

"Alicia, what are you doing here" I say almost blushing

"Oh nothing, I was actually looking for this amazing photographer because some people were asking about him I even asked his family if they had seen him but to my dismay he wasn't in sight only for me to find him lost in thought in the garden" she says as she walks closer to me standing right in front of me smiling

"Sorry about that it was just too much for me I wanted to get away" here standing in front of me was this beautiful woman and yet I was the one blushing gosh get a grip Josh

" I'm really sorry for putting you in this situation Josh I would never want to embarrass you in public intentionally I just want you to share the fame tonight" she said looking straight into my eyes with a emotion close to pity and I hated it she out is all people should not pity me it made me feel week and useless

"Please don't pity me, this has always been my life I'm used to it" I say angrily walking away

"Josh wait" not wanting to listen I kept on walking but suddenly an arm pulled me back

"I don't pity you, honestly I don't if anything I'm inspired by you" she said holding my chin we were so close if I was to turn my head downwards were would be kissing

"I don't know what it is Josh but ever since I met you I can't get you out of my head at first I was just curious but now it's definitely more than curiosity, i know I'm being forward but that's who I am I want to get to know you more and definitely not on a professional base but personally" to say I was shocked would be an understatement Alicia was that girl in highschool everyone wanted but can't get but here she is asking to know me personally

"I don't know Alicia your world is too much for me what will people say, I'm sure there are better men out there I can't fit into your world" I say looking away but she pulled my chin causing me to look at her again before she said

"Josh you forget I was once like you I didn't come from money I made my own money with hard work I honestly don't care what the others have to say, I want to get to know you please"

"What about my disorder it will embarrass you you will be a laughing stock"

"Have you looked at yourself Josh, if you haven't then let me tell you you have the physic of a model you didn't notice but I did notice how people kept staring at you and the fact that you hardly speak gives you a mysterious vibe a lot of ladies are intrigued and interested, but I want to be the only one who gets to have you" she said wrapping her arms around my neck making me wrap my arms around her waist blushing

" E...ehh I don't know what to say"

"Just say yes" she says leaning closer staying just an inch away

"Ok I accept your..." She captured my lips with hers kissing me tenderly with so much emotion, I know she initiated the kiss but I'm still the man I won't let her control me I brought one hand use it to hook around her hair pulling it downward a moan and a gasp from shock left her mouth

"I will still be in control of certain things are we clear?" I say looking at her she just nods seeing she understood I captured her lips controlling the pace giving me time to savior her taste before I break off the kiss.

Alicia's pov

I was turned on here I was thinking I would do all the work but no Josh is somewhat a controlfreak and I would be lying if I said I wasn't pleased. With my arms still wrapped around his neck I laid my face on his breathing in his scent, he smelt so good and so warm I didn't want to let go.

"So you think I look like a model, well you body is also a turn on" he says chuckling while I hid my blushing face more into his chest, I don't know what is going on but I'll really want this to work out I have never had such emotions.

"Let's go back I'm sure both our families would be searching for us by now" he says letting me go as we walked back in, disappointed I just walked back not saying anything else

So what do you guys think of Josh now😁😄😆😉