I hugged myself, sobbing under my blanket then I suddenly heard a loud thud on my window. I wiped my tears away, slowly peeking through my window.
There I saw Baji on his bike, motioning me to open the window. "W-why are you here?" I stumbled upon my words, avoiding eye contact with him.
"Come out! we're going somewhere". I just sighed and went to grab my hoodie, heading downstairs.
I opened the door, looking at him with raised eyebrows. "Where are we going? It's past midnight."
"It's a secret and I don't care if it's midnight. I'll go here whenever I want". He announced, looking straight into my eyes.
I gave up because I don't wanna argue with him anymore. I hop on his bike, wrapping my arms around him, feeling the cold cold air on my soft skin, making me shiver.
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"Were here!" He exclaimed as he reach for my hands. I grabbed his hands, looking around my surroundings. It's like an abandoned place full of broken cars.
"What are we doing here?" I asked, hugging myself.
"What else? were here to let out our emotions!" He spoke as he started screaming.
"FUCK THIS LIFE! FUCK ALL OF YOU" He screamed, grabbing my hands. "Come on Y/N! Let it all out".
I looked at him with wide eyes and smiled.
"I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN!"
"I DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO BE HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE!"
"FUCK THIS FAMILY! I CAN DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT WITH MY LIFE!" I shouted and looked at Baji.
He looked at me with wide eyes but I just smiled at him. He grabbed my hands, giving me his sweetest smile, making me blush.
"AHHHHHH! I HATE MY LIFE!"
"FUCK SCHOOL!" Baji Shouted.
We made an eye contact and started laughing at each other.
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After letting out our emotions, we lay at the ground, panting while gazing at the stars, smiling at our craziness.
"Ah man, I wish we could stay like this forever". Baji stated while slowly sliding his hands on mine, still looking at the stars.
I narrowed my eyes at him, looking at his beautiful face. "Yeah, I wish we could stay like this forever". I mumbled, squeezing his hands.
Baji stared at me, gently squeezing my hands. "Everything's gonna be alright, I'll be here with you forever". Baji stated.
"You've said that multiple times already". I chuckled still holding his hands.
Baji suddenly stood up, causing me to flinch a little. "But I'm serious! I'll never joke about these things and you know it!" He yelled.
"Alright! I know that!" I giggled as I sat down, hugging myself.
Baji sat back down beside me, wrapping his warm arms around my waist. " I like you so much, Y/N". Baji whispered at my ears.
I stared at him with a shocked expression, I felt my heart beating rapidly.
"Quit staring at me like that, idiot!" He lectured, gently flicking my forehead.
"What was that for!?" I snapped while rubbing my forehead. "For making me feel this way you idiot!" He interrupted.
"When I first saw you, I got this weird feeling on my tummy, I always want to be beside you and I don't know why".
"That's when I realized that I've fallen in love with you". He continued.
"I want to be with you forever, Y/N". He announced as he gently grab my chin, giving me a passionate kiss.
"I'll stay with you forever, dumbass". I smiled, giving him another kiss on his lips.
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It's already 2:30 am in the morning and here I am, sobbing at my balcony, gazing at the stars while hugging myself.
I can still remember our promises, it's been 2 years since Baji passed away, But still feel his warmth beside me.
"Can you still remember our promises? We promised to stay together right..? I hate you for breaking our promises but don't worry. We could still do that in another life.. just wait for me, my love".
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I can't sleep and it's literally 3:25 am here 😭
Jun 19 2021
