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Chapter 18- "Do you hear me?"

Johns POV

It has been 3 days.....
3 days and Simiran still hasn't woken up.

Everyone including me goes to see her every day.
We all brought her flowers, cards, and teddy bears and set them on the nightstand in my room.

I have been sleeping on the floor in my room so I could be besides her at all times.
Sometimes I just sit in the corner of the room with my head against the wall and my knees are brought up to my chest.
I know that Kevin likes her , but I do too.
But the thing is who does she like?

We all just came back from the diner , we went there to eat breakfast and just arrived back.

Everyone started running upstairs to my room where Simiran is .
I just waited downstairs and was going to go later on after they came back.

I just sat there on the couch, waiting,
I got Simiran and Imatching bracelets, I know it's cheesy....
But they aren't just any bracelets they have a special saying...... that saying is "Reasons."

That saying means a lot to me and Simiran , it's basically a trustworthy, respectful, honest word ..... you won't understand.

A couple minutes later everyone came downstairs and I decided to go upstairs.

I quietly headed up the stairs, and into my room.

She is still looking like an angel.
I took the bracelet and I took her wrist and tied it on, now we have both have the matching wristbands.

" I know you can't hear me , but please please wake up I miss you." I spoke to her.

I started feeling tears escaping my eyes and making their way down my cheeks.

I pulled a chair up beside my bed and sat down while I gently picked up Simiran's hand and held it in mine.
I gently started rubbing my thumb in a circular motion on the top of her hand.

I laid my head down in her lap while still holding her hand, I started crying.....then before I knew it the darkness took over.

Simiran's POV

It had been three days....THREE DAYS!
I still don't know if I want to wake up or should I just leave them.
They would all be better if I just left... I was a burden to all of them anyways.

I looked at my body , that's right my spirit just came out of my body and I can see everyone including me laying on the bed.

I can hear everyone too, it just makes me cry for what everyone has said to me.

I remember Bella fixing me up , I remember when the group came in that day to see me and they all said something......

Taman said "I know you can't hear me, but you got to wake up I can't loose my "cheesy pickup line" teller."

Kevin spoke " get well soon , I love you."

Did he actually have feelings for me?

Austin spoke "you will wake up I don't have to think twice, I just know it."

And lastly was John, what he said just made my heart melt.

John had spoken " I know you can't hear me but you gotta wake up , and I know you will. I cant loose you,I need you , I .... I love you."

He was super sweet.
The funny thing is that I can hear them talking to me but, they think that I cant.

For the past three days , everyone comes in here and talks to me.
John's nightstand is filled with flowers, cards, and teddy bears that are all for me.

They love me....
I actually feel loved again.

I tried talking to them but they can't hear me cause I'm a spirit.

It sometimes just frustrates me.

Now I was looking at John who fell asleep holding my hand.
I felt bad for him , he cared so much.

I don't know if I want to go back again, if I want to live again.
Should I ?

" Do you hear me? , Please John look at me I'm right here." I spoke. " IM RIGHT HERE." I shouted while crying.

All of the sudden I heard a voice from behind me.....

"Sweetheart don't you know they can't hear you , no matter how many times you try." a soft gentle voice spoke.

I knew that voice , it was so familiar.
I turned around to see ..... my mother.

She was standing besides my father and standing behind them were Bella's parents.

I started crying.

I ran up to them and we all group hugged.

" I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do ." I choked out while crying into my mother's shoulder.

My mom rubbed and patted my back.
"Sweet heart you have to go back just go back.". She spoke.

I pulled away from them.

"No , I don't want to , you guys are here now , and I want to stay with you." I spoke

" You have to, they love you and John cares for you so much if you don't go back everyone will just end up killing themselves without you, plus you will be with us in the future." My Mom spoke.

I nodded and started thinking .
She's right maybe I should.

I looked at them once more and hugged them all again.

Then I saw a bright light slowly coming down to me.

I looked at them one more time and then at the light.

" I am going back." I spoke.

My vision was taken over by the bright light .

Here goes nothing.