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Chapter 26 - Apologizes, Shattered Dreams , and Tears.

Simiran's POV

I woke up next morning to see John laying his head on my lap while holding my hand.

I smiled weak and faintly.

What had happened?

All of the sudden the memories and flashbacks came back.

John and I fighting.
The push.
Me falling on top of the wooden stake, piercing through my side.
Blood everywhere.
Then me passing out.

My smile had faded.
I thought it as a dream and didn't BELIVE it.

I looked down at my side.
It was all wrapped up in bandages blood seeping through them.

I tried getting up quietly but I groaned and screamed in pain.

"Simiran love are you okay, I'm sorry." I heard johns voice speak.

I turned my head towards John.
He smiled at me but then it faded.
He then looked down and let go of my hand.

I was confused , what was happening?
I wasn't even mad at him or anything.
What's happening?

"I'm so sorry about everything and I didn't know I .... I was an idiot ." John spoke while tears were rolling down his face.
" I am sorry for yelling at you .... and for pushing you .... which ended up with you falling on the wooden stake, it's all my fault Simiran , I'm so sorry love." John continued.

I stayed silent.
Should I forgive him?
Yes.

I should have spoke up sooner cause .....

"You probably don't want to talk to me so I'm just going to go." John spoke while getting up..

I grabbed John's wrist and stopped him from walking any further.

"John wait , I'm sorry for yelling at you, sorry this is all my fault , I made you hurt and I don't know I just.... I am sorry ." I spoke while tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"Hey , love it wasn't your fault it was mine." John spoke quietly while opening his arms for a hug.

I looked up at him and accepted his offer.

I hugged him.

It felt so good to be back in his arms.
I felt warm, safe , and protected.
I missed his voice, his touch, his warmth.
I missed him.

My head was on his chest and he gently wrapped his arms around me being careful so he wouldn't hurt me.

I started crying harder into his chest.

" Shush .... it's alright love..... I'm here...... shush .....its okay." John spoke while rubbing my back In a circular motion.

We stayed like that for a good 10-15 minutes.
I pulled away from him and he wiped my tears away.

I tried getting out of bed but he didn't let me , instead he gave me a piggy back ride into the kitchen.

Everyone's eyes were on John and I as we entered the kitchen.

"Good morning guys!" I spoke cheerfully.

"Omg your okay."
"Morning hun."
"Morning."
"Potato bae."

They all replied back.

I laughed and told John to put me down.

I sat at the table with the others and John came back with two glasses of blood and handed me mine.

I thanked him and he sat down next to me.

" So are you guys okay now ?" Taman asked.

I nodded and so did John.
I looked over at Kevin, he was already staring at me.