Exams are finished. Honestly, I got lost on the track of time at this part. This part of the story probably take time a month after the exams. But don't you worry, I will still follow the sequence of the happenings as I remember it.
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It's safe to say that I finally moved on from Rick. I now rarely get a teasing about crushes. Ramin, well, I guess he moved on pretty easy and he now has a girlfriend. If this is the only situation then one might say that everything is going well.
Hmm, that's not the case. Why? Because my so-called "friends" are starting to talk behind my back. I should have kept my plan not to make friends. it's better that way, is it not?
Marissa, my old classmate from elementary that transferred in this school with me is starting to tell everyone about her accusation of me stealing something from her. She won't tell anyone what i 'stole' from her , probably because I really didn't stole anything. She's scared that her lies might be known and busted. If that happens her "Good, Innocent Girl" cover will be blown out. She uses her Innocent and Fragile figure to make everyone believe her with her lies.
Before she accused me from stealing something from her; she actually accused me of changing her 'correct answers' to the wrong ones. Which of course I didn't do. I'm not even the one who checked her activity notes; I am certain that I have never touched her notebook at all.
Do you know what I hate the most? The fact that everyone is wrapped around her fingers. Even our teacher is siding with her and the fact that i'm not that close to my classmates makes it worse. How will they believe a person that they don't care about.
After I claimed that I can't do such thing; all Jhie, the top 1, said to me was: " who knows Mai?? After all, Marissa is not a liar." Do you know how that hurts; does she mean that I am the liar?? It hurts so much because I trusted her to have clear judgment on this. But turns out, she's also one of those people who got deceived by the appearance of the LIAR.
So, after Marissa talked behind my back again with my 'friends', Jane, Rose, Christine and Meg; the three of them seemed t believe her. Only Jane is hesitant about it. Jane is a quiet girl, just like me. When she noticed that most of them are betraying me, she is the one who talked to me about it. I told her everything and she soon distanced herself with the others. I really appreciated that.
You Guys might think that maybe I am just not a good friend that is why many people doesn't like me. Well, I'll be honest; If you look at me you will think that I am a very serious person and not approachable. That is true, I don't just look serious, I really am serious with most of things. And I am trying to smile more often to look approachable or friendly. I am easily triggered with things and I do get upset easily; but only triggered when you bring up something that I am sensitive with. I also am patient , forgiving and I try to understand. I may not the best friend that people expect but I guarantee you that I really am trying my best to get along with everyone.
Don't worry, I know that I don't usually bring up the friends that didn't betray me in this narration, but i really do have them. Jessa is the best example to that. I have more friends and stories about them; but as I always say, that is a story for another time.
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Short chapter... sorry
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Narration : Highschool Nonsense
RomanceFocuses on Highschool love. A fast narration of the narrator's highschool nonsense about her crushes, friends, family and school life. --- Mutual Understanding : More than friends but less than a relationship. That's how we describe us. ---- Based o...
