Colors ♪SukHoon AU

Hyung -jihoon just wait

Hyunsuk 🐷

It's now 1 week since I'm here, I'm always happy here, since Jeonso hyung is older a year to me, I can feel how to have a childish older brother, then Jihoon open the door, he flush me a smile and I smile back to him

Jihoon: hi hyung
Hyunsuk: hi

He lay down at the top at me and cling like there's now tomorrow

Jihoon: hyung
Hyunsuk: hmm?
Jihoon: hyung
Hyunsuk: yes?
Jihoon: hyung
Hyunsuk: what?
Jihoon: hyung
Hyunsuk: Yes BBY?

He smiled at me, then he buried his red face at my chest

Jihoon: just stay here forever
Hyunsuk: I will
Jihoon: really hyung? No matter what happen?
Hyunsuk: yes no matter what, I will always stay here with you

Jihoon look at me with his shining eyes

Jihoon: I love you hyung
Hyunsuk: I love you too ji

We stay like this for a while then he lay down next to me

Jihoon: Hyung what if your dad get you away from me again?
Hyunsuk: no, I won't let that happen, if he success to get me away from you, I will try my best to go back here, but I won't let them hurt you, nor your family

Then we heard jisung shout we quickly get up and get out of the room

HS&Jh: Jisung!
Jisung: H-hyung help m-me

My blood is really boiling now, I go downstairs and I stand infront of my dad, I get Jisung out of his grip he immediately run beside Jihoon, Jeonso hyung is not here because he need to work

Hyunsuk: what are you doing here?
Dad: to get you back home
Hyunsuk: what if I don't want?
Dad: no you will come
Hyunsuk: No

He grab my hands and try to take me to get inside the car

Jisung: hyung!
Jihoon: Hyunsuk hyung!

Jihoon quickly go to me and he he grab my other hand they keep fighting over me where will I stay

Dad: Park Jihoon!
Jihoon: I don't care if I have bad manner around you, my attitude is base how will you treat me

But dad pulled me harshly then Jihoon suddenly let go of my hand, I got in the middle of the road because how powerful dad pulled me

Jihoon: Hyung! Hyung! Get out of the road!

I look at my back then I saw a truck, then I close my eyes tightly, 'Hyunsuk hyung!' that was the last words I heard

Author 🐝

Jihoon saw his hyunsuk hyung at the middle of the road then he saw a truck coming by

Jihoon: hyung! Hyung! Get out of the road!

He look back then he saw the truck he close his eyes tightly, he's a still at the ground

Jihoon: hyunsuk hyung!

The world of the younger stop, Then he saw him laying on the ground the blood is continue dripping on the road, he quickly run to him he didn't mind if his clothes get a stain of blood

Jihoon 🐼

Jihoon: Hyung!

I heard jisung's voice

Jisung: Hyung! Hyunsuk hyung! What happened?

I heard a ambulance
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We arrived at the hospital 3 hours ago but the doctor hasn't still get out of the OR

Then the doctor get out he leave a sigh, it makes me nervous and scared

Jihoon: doc how is he?
Doctor: we try our best to save him but... I'm sorry he didn't make it

The doctor tap my shoulder, but I can't hold it anymore I cry and I got weak, everything went black

•Six Years After•

Author 🐝

Park Jihoon is really different now, he wasn't that lovely, sweet, caring he wasn't smiling, he's not the Jihoon rarely got out of his room if he doesn't have to do, he choose to work from home even if he's not that busy at home, Jihoon is not that close to his two siblings unlike when hyunsuk still alive

Jihoon 🐼

I was staring at my phone screen when I heard a knock

Mom: Jihoon it's time to eat
Jihoon: I'm full
Mom: no you're not I still haven't saw you eat
Jihoon: mom I said I'm not hungry
Mom: Park Jihoon

I look at her without emotion, then she continue to speak and sit at my bed

Mom: Jihoon, Hyunsuk is already dead, let him rest now, I'm sure if Hyunsuk is here he won't let you to be like that, I'm sure he will always at your side, Jihoon move on, hyunsuk always love you even if he's not with you anymore, he never leave your side but you can't just see him, stand up there and eat lunch
Jihoon: no I don't want to eat I don't have appetite

Mom sigh and she leave the room, I can't eat without hyunsuk hyung I might eat sometimes but I only eat three spoon, I cover myself at my thick blanket

Then I heard the door open but I didn't dare to look who it's was, then someone wrap hands around me 

Jisung: Hyung please eat now, for me please
Jihoon: jisung I said I don't want to eat
Jisung: hyung you don't want to get hyunsuk hyung upset right? Please eat now, he's watching you I know him he always keep an eye on you

A sob left my mouth jisung softly remove the blanket on me then he made me sit at my bed he hug me tightly

Jisung: hyung it's okay, I can't stand seeing you like this, please eat now

I stand up and Jisung flash a smile on me and we go to dinning area, I eat but only three spoon, i stand up

Jeonso: Park Jihoon are you done? Sit here eat more
Jihoon: no I don't want
Jeonso: Park Jihoon I said sit here

I look at him jisung stand up and go to my side

Jisung: hyung let him be
Jeonso: Jisung don't butt in
Jisung: but hyung, don't force him if he can't eat
Jeonso: Park Jisung!
Mom: Jeonso Jihoon jisung! For real? Are you going to argue in front of the dinning table?
Jisung: Jeonso hyung started it! Jihoon hyung said he doesn't want to eat, but he keep forcing it, you Jeonso hyung why can't you just understand Jihoon hyung? Hyunsuk hyung died! That's his love one!
Jeonso: you are defending him like I'm not your brother too
Jisung: oh is that how you feel? Why when you are acting like this to me did I even talk back to you? No! I'm defending Jihoon hyung because I was there and I just watch hyunsuk hyung died! You are always out that's why you don't even know if one of us is okay or not!
Dad: park Jisung that's your brother!
Jihoon: can't you all just shut up?

Everyone went silent, I'm so done with them, everyday forcing me to eat

Jihoon: you can continue eating I will go back to my room now

•To Be Continue•