Colors ♪SukHoon AU

blue=sadness

Blue. Blue is a primary color across all models of colour space. It is the color of the ocean and the sky; it often symbolizes serenity, stability, inspiration, wisdom or health. ... Blue can also mean sadness in most cultures. It can also be associated with life.

Hyunsuk 🐷

I didn't have enough if sleep, like how will the heck will I sleep if I still don't know what I'm going to say to Jihoon

I wear my hoodie and pants I wear my shoes and go outside, yes I'm a CEO but I'm still a fashionista

I don't know where I'm going but... Argh I don't know everything is mess right now, I grab my phone and get out of my house
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It's been an hour since I'm walking I can't feel tiredness, then I stand at the bridge looking at the moon, at this hour there is no people here everyone is now sleeping at this hour, a tears streaks in my cheeks I wipe it quickly

Hyunsuk: I should stop crying I'm already tired, hyunsuk you are already tired stop now!

I scold myself, as if my tears continue to fall down

I look at my side then I saw a familiar figure

Hyunsuk: J-jihoon?

He look at me then he quickly turn around and walk away

Hyunsuk: Jihoon wait!

I run to him, I held his hands but he shoved it away

Jihoon: don't touch me

He coldly said to me, I feel hurt at it

Hyunsuk: Jihoon I'm sorry please
Jihoon: hyung, didn't I told you don't touch or talk to me? Stop I will go now
Hyunsuk: Jihoon!

He run away as fast as he can, I want to chase him but my body gave up, my knees fall, I cover my face as I cry hard

Hyunsuk: park Jihoon! Park Jihoon! I'm sorry!

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I'm just at my bed staring at the wall blankly, then I heard my phone started to ring

I look at my side and I saw the ID caller

Eomma ❤️
Calling...

✓.        X
Accept Decline

I swipe the accept

-'Hyunsuk-ah how are you?'

...

-'hyunsuk? Are you there? You answer my call but you aren't speaking, oh did I wake you? Well I just want to tell you I will go to your house since I miss my son, wait for me there okay? Bye bye'

•call ended•

Hyunsuk: should I get up here? Or should I just stay here in my bed?

I ask myself, I still haven't slept yet, I have eaten last night also

Jihoon 🐼

I'm going back to Busan today, I pack my things last night, I put my luggage at the compartment of my car then I lock the door of my house and drove off to Busan
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I'm finally at the Busan I park my car at the garage then I get my luggage I enter the house revealing lonely jisung at the living room

He look at me and he flash a smile, I give him a sad smile

Jisung: hyung you are finally here! What do you want to eat? I cook
Jihoon: I'm going to rest first jis
Jisung: oh okay, have a rest first I'm just here in the living room or at my room *smile*
Jihoon: where's Jeonso hyung?
Jisung: he's not here
Jihoon: ah I see

Then I go to my room, I fresh up and wear my comfy clothes but when I lay down in my bed I smell a familiar scents

I smell my bed no, its not, my perfume is not like this, also my powder, then I smell my clothes I look at the design, I remember it now, it's already 6 years past but this tshirt and jogging pants still fit to me

Jihoon: you still smell like hyunsuk hyung

I said, I feel my tear start to rolled down to my cheeks again

Jihoon: hyung why? I'm really mad at you, I also got mad at you before and I'm forgiving you but now why I can't forgive you?

I lay down on my bed properly and I just sleep

Hyunsuk 🐷

I heard the door bell ring but I didn't bother myself to go downstairs, then I heard the main door open, I heard a foot steps coming to my room then someone open the door

Mom: hyunsuk I'm here!

She said in cheerful voice

[Hyunsuk hyung! I'm here!

Jihoon said in a cheerful voice as I hug him]

Author 🐝

When hyunsuk remember that he started to cry his mom quickly hug him

H.mom: hyunsuk why are you crying? Huh? Tell me

But hyunsuk refuse to tell the reason why he suddenly burst into tears

H.Mom: Is it about your dad?

But hyunsuk still didn't answer, her mom remember someone that might be the reason why hyunsuk is crying right now

H.mom: Jihoon?
Hyunsuk: mom he can't forgive! I try to say sorry but he doesn't want to accept it, why I didn't look for him before, mom I love Jihoon very much

After she heard her son statement, she patted hyunsuk back as she was comforting him

Mom: hyunsuk, give Jihoon some time he was shocked for knowing you are alive, I'm sure if your dad still alive he will also say that because he was proud to Jihoon because Jihoon show him how he really love you, stop crying look you already don't have eyes and now, can't you even see me with those little eyes?

She try to joke but she just shrugged it as she can see her son like this

Hyunsuk really love Jihoon he also know that his dad is proud of Jihoon because he's mom told him, he was really deeply in love with Jihoon, he was ready to kill ready to die, he will sacrifice his life just for Jihoon, of Jihoon would be guilty for that, he know that Hyunsuk was saying sorry, his mind want saying to him he should forgive hyunsuk but his heart doesn't want

•To Be Continue•