chapter 1

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I awoke to the noise of my alarm clock beeping to roll over and realize Spence wasn't next to me. I decide to get up and go look around the house for him
"Spencer!" I called but no answer. As I made my way down the hallway I found him passed out on the couch with a bottle of booze in his hand. Which was really weird because Spencer doesn't drink. I thought I would be nice so I went and got a bottle of water out of the fridge and some medicine from the cupboard. As I walk over to him I sit the stuff on the coffee table and go to wake him up.
"Spence!" I wisper yell as I'm shaking him awake
"What the fuck do you want y/n"
"Jeez calm down we gotta get ready for work and I brought you some stuff for ur hangover"
"I don't give a shit! Go away!" He said
"The hell is your problem Spencer!"
He didn't answer me so mumbled a whatever and headed to our room and got ready for work. I took a quick shower and threw on a nice shirt and pants grabbed my converse and keys and walked out the door.
I climbed in my car and drove to the BAU. I got there walked inside to the elevator and up to the 6th floor where I walked thru the double glass doors. Only to be met with Morgan.
"Hey pretty girl"he said
"Hey hot stuff" I said
"Where's lover boy?"
"He was being an ass so I left him at the apartment" I scoffed
"Damn wonder what happened"
"Idk but he's been acting weird lately"
"Huh.. I'm sure it's nothing" he said
"Hmm maybe" I said as I sat down at my desk. Shortly after I arrived Spencer came in looking like hell. He walked past me giving me a glare and all I did was shrug my shoulders. Today was boring it was filled with paperwork. One time jj came out of our office to talk to Emily about something and I couldn't help but notice that the entire time she was down here Spencer was staring at her like a long lost puppy. But I thought It was my mind playing tricks on me so I ignored it. I was still staring at Spencer thinking when I was pulled out of my thoughts by hitch calling my name.
"Agent y/l/n. I need you in my office please"
I nodded my head and he went back into his office. As I started walking I got really nervous yes I will admit that I do have a crush on him I have ever since I've joined the BAU but I knew it would never happen between us because he is my boss. I was pulled out of my thoughts once again by everyone oooo ing and aaaa ing like i was being sent down to the principals office. I made my way up the steps to his office and to his door. Instead of knocking I stopped and just stood there I don't know why I was nervous but I had this weird feeling like something was going to happen. But I pushed that aside and knocked I hear a faint "come in" so I did
"Ahh nice of you to show up" said hotch as he looked up from his file
"Uh ya i- I tripped on the stairs" I said as an excuse to why it took me so long to get here.
"Ya ok sure" he said as he got up and went to close the blinds
"Wh-what are you doing?"
"We need to talk without people looking" as he said that he walked to the door and locked it I still had no clue why I was here.
"Ok s-so what do you wanna walk about then?" I stuttered out
"I have a question for you"
"Um ok"
"You seem nervous. Why are you so nervous around me y/n?" He said as he walked closer to me. I took a step back and said
"I don't know what your talking about"
"Oh sure you do" he said taking multiple steps closer to me I took even more steps back and ended up hitting the wall behind me.
"What do u want hotch"
"Well I forgot what I needed to talk to you about"
"Then I'm gonna go" as I went to walk out he grabbed my wrist and pushed me back against the wall.
"What are y-you doing hotch?"
"You know you want me"
And he was right I did want him every time our hands brushed past each other every time I looked in his eyes I felt something. Something I didn't feel with Spencer it was like every time I was near hotch fireworks were going off around us. And I thought I was the only one who felt them but now I think that I was wrong.he feels them too. Now there is no denying what I feel for him but I am still with Spencer even tho he's been distant I still love him. Suddenly I was pulled out of my thoughts to Aarons soft warm pink lips on mine. I don't know what I was thinking but I kissed him back it's like every little thing around us disappeared. It was just me and him. Alone.

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