uh oh! (Aaron hotchner)

Chapter 13

* the words" I'm sorry" Echo in my mind, in my head. The words " I'm sorry" mean a lot to one person. And says " i'm sorry" has different meaning, like I'm sorry for your lost or I'm sorry for cheating on you or I'm sorry for braking up or I'm sorry but we can't be friends or I'm sorry but I wanna end my life or I'm sorry for killing myself hope you can forgive or I'm sorry just because I don't want you to worry about me.it's not my fault I'm a good person and who is worried about other. I could say
" I'm sorry"  so many times but the truth is what are you really sorry for? For being a good friend or for killing yourselves or just because . Nobody says
" I'm sorry" without having a good reason to be sorry for. Saying " I'm sorry" it's like saying your last goodbye or you last friendship. "I'm sorry"?  You can say it over and over again but it's dose not mean anything it's just a word until you know why you your sorry for.  " I'm sorry for being a good friend and caring about other, I'm sorry I have a big heart that  I worried about those who mean something  to me. Im sorry I'm not perfect."* -alyssa

There I am sitting at my desk 21 Weeks pregnant I felt the baby kicking . I got up to go to the hospital to get the ultrasound check out and find out the sex . We where waiting on Penelope she hasn't arrived into work yet but that never like her . Just then I see someone being pulled into the ER , they're calling her Jane doe . Wait! I know her she's Technically analyze Penelope Garcia with the FBI . Penelope it
y/n please be okay I'm not going anywhere . Ma'am we're ready to find the sex of the baby . umm no as much I was to my friend just came through and I need to be with her , but I'm sorry.

Calling Em

Hey Em where is Aaron I tried calling him and I get nothing

Y/n he helping Kevin look for Penelope

Emily! She's here at the hospital, gunshot Em she's lost a lot of blood,

Y/n what are you say

Dam it Em Penelope got shot she's at the hospital in surgery now get your ass down her now ,
" y/n y/l/n your friend out of surgery you can wait in her room" thank you doctors

Hotch!!! Penelope at the hospital, y/n is with her now

" what happened to Penelope Derek said"

I don't know y/n said she was shot and lost a lot of blood

Em call me when you guys get here .

Called ended

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"The best minds in the FBI, and you can't even stop me."

Hey Penelope it's me y/n please wake up I need to know what happened. ( cough cough) y/n ? Yes Penelope it me , ooh how could I be so stupid I thought he liked me, who Penelope ? Jason Clark Battle he shot me , I'm just glad your okay Penelope, wait y/n what are you doing here, well I was here for my 21 week ultrasound, what's the sex y/n . Well Penelope I don't know because I saw you and I didn't want you to be alone when you wake up so I didn't get that far. Oh y/n go now go find the sex , no I want it to be a surprise now your way to important then me finding out if Lizzie getting a brother or a sister.

Penelope got out of the hospital one week later Derek and Emily stayed with Penelope, they had hack into the security cameras in the bau and saw he was in the room with the hole team he was holding a gun to JJ head . I walked out of the bathroom and I saw Jason holding JJ I pulled out my gun he noticed me and I shot him in the middle of his head . I stood there froze . " y/n are you okay Aaron said" " baby" . I shot someone, I told myself I would never shoot anyone and I shot someone, " y/n you saved my life again , thank you JJ said" " I think y/n is just shocked Spencer said" . I —- I um need to go laid down . I walked into Aaron office and I fell asleep on his couch. 20 minutes into my sleep I felt nauseous so I quickly got up and I started throwing up in the trash can , then that when I felt my hair being pulled up in a hair tie and someone rubbing my back. " It's okay y/n let it all out , baby let it all out Aaron said"

Aaron I don't feel too good, can you just take me home, what's wrong y/n . I think I'm getting sick, I feel warm but I also feel cold . Baby your burning up , lets get you home . Guys go home , y/n isn't feeling to well so I'm going to take her home .

I felt asleep on the ride home, I was changed out of my work clothes and into pajamas, I woke up sweating and hot I took my temperature and it was 101 , my nose is runny I had a headache and bad cough. I get out of bed wrapped myself in a blanket and head downstairs. Y/n you look good, Aaron I feel worse . Come here baby I'll feed you soup. There I was getting fead by Aaron like a baby. I felt asleep on Aaron chest on the couch he was holding me while both of our chest are rising up and down slowly breathing. My fever went down that night.I woke up around 5:30 am to eat ice cream and then I felt back to sleep. I was waken up to the alarm for work going off , I woke up and got ready for work I felt so much better, I still have a bad cough and a headache but I'm fine . We dropped off Lizzie at daycare we had was paperwork . I got up to fast felt the room spinning , and that's when I felt this pain on my side, it felt like I was shot it was making it hard for me to breathe. There I was in a hospital bed getting checked on . Well y/n both you and your son are doing good. It-it's a boy , oh you did you not want to know , I did it's just it's a boy . Thanks you .

That night I went home and fell asleep I got Aaron a gift . At first it was a baseball and a glow, he asked why he needed it I said so you can play catch with your son . He froze and kissed me then kissed my belly.