Love Obstacles.

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Ziari POV- Keyvon peeped the dryness, usually I'd say goodnight when I'm mad at him or something and he stills me I'm not going to sleep or leaving him, he does it now but it doesn't have an effect on me, I sometimes don't want to talk to him.

Keyvon POV- I know Ziari doesn't wanna talk to me and I don't care, I'm wrong for what I did and I'm low key starting to hate myself.. I don't care if he doesn't want to talk I'm always going to be here and talk to him every single day. He's just so dry now, we don't joke or nothing.. I feel like I've lost him and I'm just being tolerated, but I mean we still communicate every day.. It's better than not communicating at all.

Keyvon had a football game, Ziari had one but the coaches didn't allow cheerleaders to go to away games so he stayed in the house. Ziari was a little known and had high followers on Instagram and Twitter.
It was a well known college basketball player coming over to chill with Ziari. After Keyvon told Ziari he didn't like him, Ziari was sad, but he knew he had to live his life as well.

Ziari POV- It's time I activate my bad bitch life, start back talking to all my hoes and being a pimp, it's this one basketball player thats well known on social media, I mean he aint famous famous but.. He known as hell, we're bout to chill with each other and stuff, finally getting my mind off Keyvon..

Keyvon POV- Another game day with no good luck message.. Damn..

"Ight I'll see you later then" The b-ball player said as he was walking out the door.
Ziari closed the door behind him.

Ziari POV- What the fuck.. I mean he was cool, sweet and everything.. But I thought about Keyvon and I just couldn't.. What the fuck is wrong with me..

*weeks later*

Keyvon POV- I miss the fuck out of Zi, I miss the energy.. I just miss the love he gave me.. It's not here anymore.. He don't even trip about stuff anymore the way he used to..

Ziari POV- My feelings are once again coming back for Keyvon, I don't know why and I don't know how but they are.. I'm starting to miss him, the love.. I don't know what's going on with me, but as I'm sitting here on live with this fine ass nigga.. I get a message from Keyvon.. He said some crazy shit but it turned me on though.

"Let me nut in you" Keyvon texted.
"Lol when?" Ziari replied
"Just be ready whenever I tell you swing this way" Keyvon replied

Keyvon POV- I know I said I miss him.. I do, but I also miss the sex cause bro.. Shit was mind blowing..
Ziari POV- I need to ask him what the hell is going on, I like him again and by what he told me.. I'm starting to want my baby back..

A day later Ziari decided to make it known to Keyvon that they can't and won't be doing anything unless they're committed to each other.
Keyvon POV- I knew this shit would happen.. I'm not ready for that..

Keyvon told Ziari he wasn't willing to be in a relationship at the moment. Ziari respected it..
"Just don't come on to me or anything anymore if you're not ready for that.. Got it?"
"Got it"

May

Day after day after day the two were arguing. Whether it was Ziari saying Keyvon wasn't showing him enough support, Keyvon feeling like Ziari was tripping, Ziari feeling like Keyvon was ignoring him, or Keyvon feeling like Ziari was emotionally attached to him, the two was arguing about any and everything.. It became a toxic relationship, they'd argue till the time they went to bed..
Keyvon POV- Here we are once again fussing every day.. Ziari feels like I don't support him when he goes out to sing or speak somewhere and I do... I gotta tighten up on communication for real.. I don't be asking him how things go the way he asks me and I get how that can bother him, but I am indeed supportive of him.. Man I swear sometimes he be making me feel like I aint shit at all bruh.. I can't do nothing right and then when I do what he asks, it's not good enough.. He complains about that.. I just can't win for losing man..
Sometimes I want to make love to Ziari, I wanna kiss him and do things but I know as soon as I go through with that he's gonna talk about a relationship.. I don't have the time for that. Ziari keeps talking about us vibing and shit but I don't want to hurt him.. I can't see myself hopping into something that I don't know for sure if I wanna continue... I have breakdowns about this shit bruh..