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Telling Octavia

After returning home to Arkadia, Raven went to find Octavia. They spotted each other at the same time and walked toward each other. "I was starting to get worried. We've never been apart for so long." Octavia called out while her walk turned into a sprint while heading towards Raven. Raven hadn't said a word to her yet and when they reached each other they hugged for what seemed like an eternity. Octavia put each hand on both of Raven's cheeks and stared at her for a quick moment. "Wow. You're just so perfect." Octavia then went in for a kiss. Raven took her own hands and grabbed Octavia's waste while they kissed. After releasing each other they went to their room. Raven still hasn't said anything and the walk to their room was silent. When they reached the room and entered, Octavia noticed nothing has been said from Raven. "Hey. Are you ok? You haven't said anything." Octavia had a concerned look on her face and Raven sighed. "I need to tell you something."
Octavia sat down silently on their bed and Raven sat on a chair by the desk in their room. "What's wrong?"
Raven explained how she wasn't out testing the rover with Sinclair and she was actually out to do some thinking.
"The truth is...I was thinking about what I wanted." There were a few seconds of silence. "Or more specifically...who I wanted."
Raven saw Octavia tense up but she hasn't said anything yet.
"I love you with all my he-"
"Don't. Don't do that Raven. I know what you're going to say. You still love me but you choose them, whoever it is. That's how all break ups go. I know from the old movies I watched on the ark." Octavia took a deep breath. "And in those movies, things can go two ways. They either throw a fit or they understand. And right now, I'm trying to be the understanding type. I want you to be happy. I do. I just wish it was with me. But even if it isn't with me, I have to learn to live with it and I'll support you. But who is it?"
Octavia got through saying it all with her eyes completely dry and Raven was on the verge of tears.
"Luna."
Octavia just slowly nodded and stood up. She walked over to Raven and hugged her then gave her a kiss on the head.
"I'll miss you."
Then she walked out of the door.
Raven just sat there and A few years fell.

Sorry that I update the story so slowly. I read more stories than I write my own. I do intend to finish it even though I update it slow. I do have a few more storylines. Idk when it'll end but it won't be soon. So I just wanted to apologize that updates are super slow and wanted to let you all know there will be more but it'll come slowly.