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Returning Home

Ok Raven. It's day two of being alone. Day one was hard enough of not seeing either of them but I must do what I gotta do. You can do this.
"Damn it!" Raven let out a yell. She was struggling to start a fire. The day before it took her ten minutes. But now she's already fifteen minutes in and on the verge of giving up. If Luna or even Octavia was there, she could've had one started in three minutes. Or even less. But she was alone. Raven had to figured it out on her own.
Just take a break. I'll try again in a few minutes. I'll just eat something for now.
A few minutes ended up being thirty seconds because it turns out you can't eat raw food without cooking it.
After spending another fire minutes working on her fire she finally got it started. She cooked her meat and ate. She realized she had to go home the next day and she had to take a big decision home with her. She decided to think about how it would end so she would know by the morning who she wanted to be with. She took out her notebook and a pencil and decided to write aist down of the two women to go make a decision.
Octavia-
Sweetest soul ever
Badass
But also a softie (for me)
Protects me

Luna-
Helps me with everything
Always teaching me new things
Kind to everyone
Also protects me

She thought the list would help her by seeing who has better traits but instead it did the opposite and made the decision harder for her. The lists only showed her how amazing they both are. She decided it was time for bed as she couldn't keep her eyes open and kept dozing off.

The next morning
It was time to go back to Arkadia and she finally had her decision after thinking about it so much. She just wasn't sure how she was going to break the news to one of them.

Polis
After walking around for a few minutes, Raven spotted Luna and requested they talked in her tent. "Raven! How did the rover testing go these past couple days? The rest of the gang and I missed you. Also I guess Clarke and Lexa are friends again? O don't know, it's all still confusing with them to me. Sorry, I'm rambling on and on, I just missed you. How was it?" Raven froze up a little bit. She was scared to say what she was going to say. "Umm Luna..." Luna tilted her head to show her confusion. "I'm not gonna lie to you... I wasn't out with Sinclair to test the rover. I was out for a while. To think." Luna straightened her head but this time, now to show she's listening and trying to if erstand what Raven is saying. "I was thinking about Octavia. And you."
"I don't understand."
"I know. I'm getting to it."
A few seconds of silence passed so Raven could prepare for what she was going to say.
"Listen. I don't know if I'm going crazy or if it's actually happening but you've been giving me little signs basically almost as if you're flirting with me-"
Before she could continue, Luna cut her off. "Oh no. I was somewhat scared you would notice. Because you're with Octavia and I know I shouldn't of done it. I'm really sorry Raven. I nevereant to come between you two. I just can't help but admit that I have feelings for y-"
Before she could finish her sentence, Luna was cut off by her face being grabbed gently yet harshly at the same time by the woman in front of her and was pulled into a long deepened kiss. "It's you. I love you." The words had Luna in shock. She didn't know what to do or say. "I love you too." She spoke while pushing a strand of hair behind Raven's ear. "But- but what about Octavia?" Raven let out a sigh after hearing that. She wasn't she what to tell her. She hadn't thought that far ahead. "I don't know."