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''Why dont you ask him what he thinks about me than? He is your best friend too,maybe he can tell something to you.You see I dont want to tell him because if I tell him maybe he wont feel the same,and we would still be friends and I just cant look at him the same anymore,our friendship would always be different,and he would think im still the one who wants to be his girlfriend and who cant wait to hear him say the 3 words everyone wants to hear,Thats why im scared''
Harry sighed looking at the ground.''Jess why dont you just call him and talk to him?Maybe he would apologize you''
''Are you crazy?He was supposed to call,since im the one who's hurted not him,but dont worry Im geting used to this,I dont care if he doesnt apologize or not its not like he cares.
But still I always wonder what keeps him running back to me, and when we make up he keeps hurting me.
He promised me a million times that he would be here for me and would treat me well, but he never once kept those promises he promised me.''
I told him.
''Jess we both know Zayn loves you,if he wouldnt he wouldnt come back,and you know Zayn is afraid to lose you,and I think you should at least text him'' He said.
''Huh blah this blah that,Harry how can you say he is afraid to lose me ? Dont you see how he ignores me,and Look I've made up a desicion''
I told him as he looked confused since I was being really serious.
''What?''
''This is going to be the end of our friendship,please dont get me wrong.I just cant keep going on like this,and please dont make me give him another chance.
I cant do it anymore,,I just cant take it.Im tired of him lying at me.Im tired of being the friend that will always be there for the one who never cares about anything.
I dont get it ? Am I that annoying Harry? Why does he have to be my friend if I annoy him that much?Why do am I so stupid? Urghh how blind could I be.''
I said to him as I become angry.
''Jess please at least text him?Ask him if he can come and at least talk about this?'' He looked at me waiting for an answer as I wasnt sure what to do.
''And if he doesnt come,than cut it here,I understand'' He said.
''Ok than,but this is the last chance im giving to him,I dont care if he cant come''I said while I took my phone and started to text him : Zayn we need to talk,come in my flat right now.: And I pressed send.
''What did you texted him?''
''That we needed to talk and he should come here'' I said with no expression on my face.
''Ow that was harsh'' I heard him whisper.
''Oh shut up please''I said as he started to laugh.
What was wrong with him urgh.
''I know this is a hard situation for you and I shouldnt be saying this but you're really hot when you're angry''He laughed a bit.
Haha oh my god this kid is so weird.
''You're an idot hahhaaha''' I snapped at him.
I was still waiting for him to text me back.I got more and more nervous.Why was he taking so long.I bet he was still with Perrie so hes not paying attention to it.
Before I could think something else I felt my phone buzzing.Lets look what he has to say.
Zayn:Whats up babe? tell me , I cant come sorry,but dont worry you can come tomorrow at mine love you x.
Huh you can come tomorow' , yeah so I could leave again when Perrie comes right?He is such a dick.
''Whats on it?''Confused Harry asked.
''He cant come''I said so angry as I got up from the sofa and went in the bedroom.
''What?Wait what are you doing'' He asked following me.
''Nothing im just taking away his shit, so he can take it,I dont want his stuff to be here anymore''I said as I started to take out the shirts,the beanies,the jeans and some other stuff that he left here
.Anyway I need to take my stuff from his home too.From now and on things are going to be different.I need to learn to let go.
Even though I have to face him everyday since I was so stupid and I asked my parents so buy me this flat here near his house.
But this is going to pass,this will only make me stronger.I need to move on.
''Oh..''He mummbled.
I had to text him to tell him to come ant take his stuff.
Zayn we cant be friends anymore,please dont make it hard for both of us,this was it.Please come and take your stuff,and dont forget to bring mine too,hope you have a good time.'I pressed send.
