While I was still packing his stuff.I heard my phone buzzing.I unlocked it and I saw a text from Zayn. Cool what does he want now.
Zayn:What? Jess what are you even talking about? Whats wrong babe?x.
Oh no clueless Zayn pretending he doesnt know whats going on and shit.No.I reply to him saying:
You know what im talking about,and nothings wrong,so cut the crap and come and take your shit.Oh and dont call me ''babe''.
''Jess Im going now,I hope you guys do something for this situation,and dont worry babe ,everything will be fine.''He said as he hugged me and than left.
*1 hour later*
I was sitting on the sofa thinking about how my life will be from now and on.
I shouldnt be worried, I got Mia,a friend that everyone would wish for.Just when I was about to look at my phone someone ringed the bell.
This must be Mia.Its pretty late and she probably forgot her books here.I got up and made my way to the door and open it smiling at how worried would Mia probably look.
But my smile faded as I opened the door to find Zayn with a bucket of flowers.Great what does he want right now I thought he couldnt come.
''Jess''He said as he tried to hug me but I pushed him away making him give me a 'o' look.
''Dont touch me''I said as I made my way to my bedroom to take the bag with his stuff.He followed me.
''Jess please whats wrong''He asked.Awhh the little boy doesnt know whats wrong.
''Zayn please cut the crap and take your stuff''--''And wheres my stuff?'' I asked.
''Your stuff belongs in my home,since you are coming with me now''He said as he grabbed my arm.I aint going anywhere.
''Leave me alone you idiot''I snapped as I pushed him away.
''What have I done Jess?''He asked as he came closer.
I ignored him and froze.
''Look me in the eyes''
I ignored him again still looking at the ground.
''Please just look at me''He begged and I felt his hand lifting up my chin making me look at him straight in his beautiful hazel eyes.
Oh please no.
''Tell me whats wrong now'' He said as he came so close.
I refused to look at him and I took a step back and said:
''I dont want you to be part of my life anymore,Im just tired of you ignoring me,Im tired of you lying at me,Im tired of you leaving me alone,Do you ever think of how hard its for me being all alone?
Do you ever think of somebody else exept yourself Zayn? ''
I ask him as I grab his flowers from his hand and threw them on them away.
''Do you think a bucket of flowers would make it ok like the other times? Huh do you? Well because if you do than please leave right now,this time its different,im just tired of geting hurt from you for the same shitty reasons Zayn so please,please leave and never talk to me again,and trust me this is the best for us''
I said as some tears were falling down my cheeks.Fuck I shouldnt do this.
''Jess im sorry,yes I know im a dick,and im sorry for all the pain I caused you but please just give me a chance I promise I will make it all right this time I promise''
He said as his thumb removed my tear from the cheek.
''Dont you realise how many chances I gave you ? Dont you realise no matter how much you say youll make it all right you dont ?
Zayn this is just the best for us,and please dont make promises you cant keep,and im getting tired of hearing the same things over and over again so please just go,
you dont have to worry about me *even though you never did*
I said to him as I whispered the last part.
''Jess please do--**'' I cut him off.
''No Zayn no.I cant take it anymore its just I hate everything,I hate it when we dont text like for a week and im not sure if you know I exist,
than you randomly text me like nothing ever happened,you get my hopes on and lean me on making me think you changed a bit when you havent,because you know that no matter how long you ignore me I will always be the stupid friend who waits and forgives you..''
And more tears fell down my cheeks .
Zayn ran his hand through his hair not knowing what to say anymore,he was ashamed because he knew everysingle word I said it was true.
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