Her Last Words

Chapter four

(Picture of Cheyenne)
January 11, 2015
"Your dad is the whole reason I'm like this." Emily's mom started. Emily hated when she talked about her dad like that. He was her biological father and nothing could change that.

"Mom....don't." Emily spoke up. She felt like she was in the middle of it all. To be honest, she was. At her house, her mom talked about how her dad didn't even want her because she was a girl while over at her dad's house he talks about how what she says is untrue and she's full of it.

"He left me when he found out I was pregnant with you. He also cheated on me." her mom complained. Emily heard this one before. Her dad's side of the story was that he was planning on marrying her and moving into a house when he found out she was pregnant with Emily. He also said that he never ever cheated on her and it was just and excuse to hate him. What makes her really ticked off is when her mom says your 'dad' referring to J, Emily's stepdad. J is just a stepdad and nothing special. Emily grabbed her backpack and headed out the door.

"Sup." Angel greeted as Emily stepped out on the door.

"Hey." Emily gave a weak smile. She wasn't in the mood to talk so she popped her ear buds in and ignored the world.
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After Emily got off of the bus she tried calling the suicide hotline. When the lines were busy, she hung up and called the depression hotline. Luckily someone answered.

After 20 minutes of talking to Katherine, the women who she'd talk to, she hung up and went inside her house.

"Where were you?" Her parents asked her when she walked in.

"Just talking to Quincey." she lied. Her parents nodded her head. Emily headed into her room and tried to call the suicide hotline again.

"All circuits are busy please try again later announcement 8 switch 58-1 boop boop boop." the voice automated voice spoke at the other end. The phone hung up by itself and it's sad that it's the 24 time she tried to call.

"I guess they can't save everyone." Emily had a year run down her cheek.

The next day Emily went to school without talking to anyone. All she thought about was how it end it all and take considerations into mind like what if she failed and what if there wasn't enough pills to over dose? It pained her when someone said something like, "what high school are you going to?" or "are you excited for continuation?" all Emily thought when she heard it is that she won't be around for that. At least she hopes not. Emily's phone buzzed while she was deep in thought.
Hey baby
Hi...
It was Justice, a boy who wanted to date her. He's asked her out several times before hit Emily's heart urned for Quincey.
What's wrong?
Nothing I'm fine......
Babe....please
Fine. I called the hotline yesterday and I just had a bad fucking day.
Why'd you call them you know you can talk to me....
I'm sorry I gtg ttyl
Babe I know you.....you're just trying to get out if talking about it.
He was right.
No really I have to go. I'm busy doing things.
Alright well I love you.
Emily clicked her phone off. She didn't like saying she loved him back because he might of thought that she was interested when she really wasn't. Emily went on IFunny to check her notifications. She just posted a face reveal and she was eager and scared to see what people said.
Emily almost broke into tears when she opened it.
"Fugly faggot go kys." The top comment said.
"I hate coming on this COMEDY app and seeing this emo bullshit. Kill yourself do us all a favor."
Emily threw her phone down and buried her head into her arms. When the bell rang she tore out of the class. People were going to regret messing with her. It wasn't fair.

At lunch Katie had a note from Quincey to Emily.

"Quincey gave this to me to give to you." Katie pulled the note from her pocket. Emily reached for it but Randy had already started reading it. When she was done she passed it to Peyton.

"Awwwww." Peyton smiled brightly when she was done reading it and passed it to Emily.