Paige P.O.V
I got home with tears in my eyes I feel like if my eyes were burning, I never thought I would be this hurt. Everything was a lie, the kiss , the friendship, the love I thought Alex was felling for me.
What most hurt me was that seeing Meredith with Alex I THOUGHT MEREDITH WAS MY FRIEND but I realize not, people think I'm stupid and I admit it because I was stupid for believing Alex , for believing in Meredith. But inside I still feeling something for Alex.
I don't care what he have done to me i love him so much and I'm gonna change something so he can like me back. Maybe Meredith is doing this so I can get jealous and so I can leave her the free way but she is not gonna take away my Alex.
I have to do something to be perfect like Meredith so he can like me I need to Change something FAST !!!
*Goes To The Restroom Looks In The Mirror*
OH MY NOT AGAIN ! I thought that I was skinny apparently I wasn't now I understand why he left me for Meredith of curse he goes for the prettiest ones and left the ugliest ones!
*went's to the kitchen grabs a lot of Junk food**
I need to eat , I need to eat ! I finish eating I went to the restroom look in the mirror ounce again "Paige you are gonna look Beautiful" I said to myself I stuck my finger on my mouth and vomit all the food I ate and I was felling great.Every 5 minutes I went to the restroom and look at the mirror and I started to feel unsecured about my body when I looked in the mirror I remembered all the things that had happened in my life and I thought "maybe one day it will be ok again.That's all I want I don't care what it takes. I just want to be ok again"...
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My First Mistake
Roman pour AdolescentsOnce upon a time there was a nerdy shy girl her name was Paige she was a rich girl but she did't look like if she was rich , she was a pretty beautiful girl she did't use make up she has a pretty big eyelashes ,she lives in a big Hause with her gran...
