Meant To Be

Chapter 10

" Jonghyun when will you come back from Japan" I asked. " In two weeks love" Jonghyun yelled from the bathroom. " What time do you want me to wake you up in the morning" I asked. " 6 in the morning" I said. " Got it" I replyed. " Oh yea the guys are sleeping here today, we'll go together from here" Jonghyun informed me. " Ok" I answered. Jonghyum came out of the bathroom shirtless and I picked up his shirt from the bed and handed to him. Ring Ring the door bell rang. " it's them" Jonghyun said looking out of the room. " I'll get it" I said and walked to the door. "Hi" Minho yelled when I opened the door. " Hey, come in" I answered him. Everyone took a sat in the living room and Jonghyun joined us after a bit. " You guys talk , I'll cook" I said while getting up. " I would help but I can't cook" Eva said not wanting to leave Minhos side. " I'll help you" a sweet voice said. " I'm not the best cook but I can help with cutting and stuff" Onew said with his beautiful smile. " Why thank you" I replied. Onew joined me in the kitchen " What are you making?" He asked. " Chicken " I answered him. He smiled. This was the first time Onew and me were talking alone like this. I placed the rice in the rice cooker.The side dishes were already done. I being to wash the glass and pans. Some of the water fell on the floor. Onew stood next to me. " Can I help?" He asked. " You already have done enough" I said. " If you act like this we can never became friends" he told me. I looked at him and he smiled. " Your eyes are beautiful and I like you hair" he said shyly. " Thank you " I said. " So how's things with Jonghyun going I means how's life as a wife" he asked. " Well you know Jonghyun sometimes he's like a child " I smiled. " You don't have to tell me that" he laughed. " But he's a good husband " I added. " Oh I see" he said walking away from me. He got some water to drink. " Watch the water on the floor" I said while he walked to me but it was too late , he was already lying on the floor looking at me. " Here take me hand" I said and he took my hand but he ended up pulling me down, I was on top of him. " Sorry" he said with a sad look. " It's fine" I answered. He moved my hair from my face. His eyes were looking into my soul and he didn't move. He looked at me for a bit. " His big brown eyes were shining and he smiled. " Get up slowly so we don't fall back down" he told me. " Lilly?" I heard Jonghyuns voice. " Onew and I looked up at the same time. Jonghyun pulled me up and said " he fell and you tryed to help?" I looked at him"Yea" I answered. " And was he the one who drop the water" he said looking down at the floor" he asked me. " I did" I told him. Jonghyun got some water and left. Onew helped me put the food on the table. I realized there was nothing to drink but water. I went to the living and told them I will be right back. I told them why I needed to go shopping right now. " We'll be right back" Jonghyun said. " I'll be fine you stay with them" I said to him. " Not letting you go alone" Jonghyun answered. Me and Jonghyun left to buy drinks for them.

Jonghyun's POV

The shop was near so I asked her if we could walk there and she said sure. " I thought you would think wrong about me and Onew" she said not looking at me while we walked. " I did for a second but then I realized something" I answered her. " And what was that" she asked. " That you would never do that and Onew can't even think about it" I replied. " I see" she answered. I stopped and she faced me. I placed both of my hands on her face and gave her a short kiss on the lips and smiled. We walked back home. Everyone ate and went to sleep. I got in bed with Lilly. She gave me her back, I hugged her from the back and kissed the back of her neck. " Jonghyun it's not happening " she said softy. " Why not" I said in her ear. " You're loud" she answered. " Everyone will hear" she added. " I won't make a sound" I said. " That's not possible" she said facing me now. " I'll be gonna for 2 weeks" I said trying to get her to say yes. " Well you should have thought about that when you asked them to sleep over" she answered. " They asked me" I replied. " You won't die, 2 weeks are not even that long" she said with a smile. " Lilly come on, I promise I won't make a single sound" I said while putting my hand in her shirt. " Jonghyun what part of no don't you get? She said. " At least let my hands run over you until I fall asleep" I said sweetly. " They won't hear me that way" I added. " But they might hear me" she said. " Then don't make a sound" I told her. " Your crazy with you hands too" she reminded me. I smiled " I know, but I won't be now" I assured her. " Ok" she said. " I moved my hand in her shirt and she still looked at me. I slowly being to move my hand down to her shorts. My eyes were looking into her eyes and her eyes were going deep in to my eyes. My hand was finally in her shorts. I moved my hand and I knew she was about to make a sound. I jumped on top of her and covered her month with left hand. Her eyes wide open telling me to slow down. " I'll move my hand from you month if you promise to not make a sound" I said in her ear. She moved her head up and down. I moved me hand and she sat up and pulled my hand from her shorts. Her face red , she looked at me. " I knew you would be like this" she said to me. " I lose control" I replied. " No fuck" she said upset. " Just let me do it once" I begged. " No " she said while looking away. " What if I cover my month and you.." She stopped me " what if you shut up and sleep" I fell on the bed. " But I love you" I said with my puppy eyes. She didn't answer. " Goodnight then" I said. " Night" she replied. She woke me up the next morning. I got dressed and ready to go. I left the house with the guys while Lilly and Eva stayed home. Soon we were in japan.

Lilly's POV

The same day Jonghyun and the guys left for Japan, I was sitting in the living room when I heard Eva " Lilly look at his" yelling. She jumped next to me and showed me her Phone. " OMG HOW?" I yelled at seeing pictures of me and Jonghyun on twitter, Facebook ad everywhere else. There were pictures of us from last night when Jonghyun and I went shopping and he kissed me. " What will happen now?" I questioned. "It was on tv too" Eva told me. Jonghyun's , SHINees fans were going crazy. The fans wanted to know who was the girl "Their" Jonghyun was kissing.

Few days passed and I been getting fan email, dead things, letters written with blood. I locked myself in the house, I was too scared to go out. Jonghyun told me he was coming back in two days. Ring Ring someone rang the door bell, as much as I was scared to open the door I had too. The CEO of SM walked into my house. " This was what I was scared of" he yelled at me. "That . . . That stupid fool I told him to leave you but No" he yelled louder this time. I just stood there not saying a single word. " We're losing money" he said giving me a dead look. " I have to do something about this" he said to himself. " If anyone asks your his girlfriend not wife" he told me. " GET THAT?" He questioned. " Yes " I answered softy. He left the house mad. I feel like if he wanted to he could  kill me. A day later Jonghyun came back.
" Lilly it's going to be ok" he assured me.

Minho's POV

All of us stood in Jonghyuns house in the livingroom. " Lilly it's going to be ok" he said to her as handing her hand in her hands. " Jonghyun it's not going to be ok" she replied to him. " Look around you everything is falling apart" she said. " Everything you worked so hard for , can't you see your losing it " she added. " As long as we're together it will be fine" he said while looking in her eyes. "Wake up Jonghyun" she yelled. " I'm the problem here" she added with tears in her eyes. " And who told you that lie?" He asked her. " My mind and heart" she answered. " Jonghyun I don't want to loss you like my dad" she said. He hugged her. Someone gave the door bell. " Taemin opened the door. The CEO walked in with his daughter. " I told the news that she is your ex" he said to Jonghyun . " And your getting married to my daughter" he told Jonghyun in front of Lilly. " What" Jonghyun asked. " She is the problem and I have a way to solve it and that's you marry my daughter then no one can mess with you or your wife" he told him. " He's mine and only mine" Lilly said while standing infront of Jonghyun. " And we all sew how that worked out" the CEO said to her. " And she also likes him" He said while pointing at his daughter. " It's not happening" Jonghyun yelled. " Now please go " Jonghyun said to the CEO while pointing at the door. " The CEO left with his daughter. Eva hugged Lilly. " Lilly I'm with you" Onew said to his friend. " Yup Taemin said to Lilly while hugging her. " I'm with you and my best friend" Key added with a smile. " Do I need to say it" I said. " Thank you guys" Lilly said. " Guys if you don't mind I want to be alone with her" Jonghyun said. " We're see you tomorrow" we all said and left the two alone.

Jonghyuns POV

I say next to her. " I missed you" I said. " Me too" she answered. " Are you ok" I asked her. " I'll be fine" she answered me. " Sorry you have to deal with all this shit" I said. " Anything for you" she said finally giving me a smile. She fell asleep with her head on my shoulder.

She is right I'm losing everything I worked so hard for. Everything is falling apart. I can't lose my music. I have to do something. My mind was full of all kinds of thoughts. I slowly placed my head on Lilly's head which was on my shoulder and fell asleep.

CEO's POV

" What now daddy?" My daughter asked. " Don't worry Jonghyun loves music , we just have to work a little to kick that her out of his heart and mind then he's your and my money is safe" I answered her.