Meant To Be

Chapter 21

I woke up at 1:07am, I turned to see Seungri not in bed. I know he came home because we went to sleep together. I picked up my phone and got out of bed. I walked down to get some water and I was typing my text message to seungri when I saw him sitting in the living room " What are you doing up?" he asked as he saw me " What, I should be asking you that" I replied.  " I couldn't sleep so I made the guest list. Also did the paperwork for the house, I just have to give the money and the paper. I was thinking about going this weekend and getting it all done. So we can plan our wedding in peace" I went and sat right next to him " Why are you working so hard on all this" I asked. " Why shouldn't I be" he asked. I had no answer. "Do it tomorrow let's go to bed " I took his hand made him get up " I'm almost done" he said " Tomorrow" I answered him. After a bit of him talking he finally fell asleep. The next morning he went to work a bit late since he overslept.

While working my phone rang " Hello" I answered. " Hey sweetheart" my dad said from the other side " Dad" I said. " How are you" I'm okay. How are you" I said. " What's wrong?" my dad would hear the worriness in my voice ' It's nothing" I lied. " Lilly I have been your dad all your life, I know when something is hurting my girl so tell me what's the matter" he asked me again. " Dad, I think i'm becoming mom" I said " What does that mean" he asked. " Well don't be mad at me but an year or so ago I got hit by a car and " He cut me off " What the hell and you're telling me this now" he yelled. " I didn't want to worry you and Nick" I said " I'm so mad right now. How could you do this" he yelled " Dad can you stop yelling and listen to me" I yelled back " Sorry, go on" he said. " Okay so I lost my memory but not all of it just two years before that day are gonna . Anyways the thing is when I woke up I found out I was dating a guy, a singer" I told him. " Yea i remember you telling me and Nick how you were really in love with this singer guy" my dad said. " Now I can't remember loving him and I'm madly in love with another guy. But I'm sure he doesn't like me. And the guy I was dating before is planning our wedding and is buying a house. Dad he wants to have a family with me and I'm here day and night thinking about another guy" I said. " I see " he said over the phone. " I don't want to hurt him but god I can't help it. I wish I could love him because he loves me. My heart and mind only have one person and it's not the guy planning our wedding. Dad what should I do?" I asked dad. " Sweetie, the first thing I want to say is that you are not your mom. And listen to your heart, do what you feel is right" my dad said. " You know what I have to go" he said. " I'll call you back" he hang up " Really?" I said before going back to work." Do what feels right" My dad's words were in  my mind all day.  Gosh how did I end up like this. Seungri loves me and Jonghyun doesn't yet here I am so in love with him that it hurts.

  It was two days later , I was having dinner with the boys at my house when the doorbell rang " I'll get it" GD said while getting up . " Lilly" I heard him call me. I turned around " Dad. Nick what are you two doing here" I said getting up and hugging my dad. " Well dad told me what happened so here we are. You know you're a special kind a stupid " My brother took me into his arms and picked me up. " I know" I said. " Who's the guy that's in love with my daughter" My dad said looking at BigBang members " Me sir" Seungri whispered and my dad laughed. " I see " My dad hugged him. " Dad this is GD, That's TOP and next to him is Daesung. And That is Taeyang" I pointed at each of them.  The boys watched tv with my dad and brother and had few beers. " I think I should go home tonight" Seungri texted me " Yea I think that's a good idea" I replied. He left with the rest of them. " So he seems nice, But who's the guy you're n love with" Nick said " Yea, is he as good looking him this one" my dad asked. " He is " I answered. " When can we meet him" my dad asked. " I want to see him now but I don't think he would come" I said. " Why don't you ask him to bring food over or something" Nick said " Can I just show you a photo?" I asked. " Yea" My dad said. " Oh look at that jawline"Nick said " Hahaha Mine" I said. " He's handsome and looks like a nice guy" my dad said taking my phone in his hand and looking at more pictures of Jonghyun. " Does he know you have those photos" Nick asked " Yea' I smiled.