DEAR NOAH

chapter 4- from noah

Dear Ana,

^^ I honestly like that. Finally you are telling the truth! I guess...

Anyway, you put a lot of stuff in your notes, I would honestly like to meet you. You are really different than the other girls I see. And trust me, that is a compliment.

I can't believe I am writing this. I actually look forward to your notes. And I don't even know who you are or how you look like!

Anyway, if you are crushing on me, again, that's fine. I honestly don't care. Sorry, I didn't mean it that way.

You know what? I am going to find you. By the end of this school year. I won't be able to find you next year, well, because we are going to college. I will try my hardest to find you. And I hope to see your beautiful face at the end of the year, or sooner. Or maybe later.

But please don't hide. You may be beautifuller than you think. God, I can't believe I am writing these things. Wow, what are you doing to me?! It is just a note, and I am already anxious to find you. Damn, I want you. I mean, I want to find you.

You aren't scaring me by your creepiness or weirdness. It is pretty adorable, actually. That you would jump off a cliff for me, just so you can be my girlfriend. I won't let you fall. Maybe if we can meet each other......

Oh, and about the dance. Let's see. Maybe I will go and maybe not. Maybe this is my ticket to see your beautiful face. And I promise, if I do go to the dance, then I will not flirt or drink. I will be looking for you. And you being jealous doesn't make me dislike you. Actually, it is cute.

You misjudge yourself in so many ways. You are not perfect, no one is. But you aren't horrible either. I think you are cute,

Oh and Maria Henson. Yeah I cheated her, but people don't hear my side of the story. I wouldn't want to bore you with all the details. But something tells me you will nag everyday until I tell you. Or maybe you won't. But I will write it down.

Maria was having sex with one of my friends, Cameron. I got angry so I decided to cheat her. But I swear, I don't cheat anymore. And if you are friends with her, I am pretty sure she told you so many bad things about me, that you hate me. But mainly, she started it. Please, whatever you do, don't show this note to her. It can be "our" little secret. I still miss her, she was different than any other girl I met. And I bet you, so are you.

Victoria Sanders, well, we flirt, but she isn't my type. Hell yeah she likes me, but I don't like her like that. I might like you like that though..

God, what are you doing to me?!

Oh and it's adorable that you fangirl over me. My little sis fangirls over this band called "Five Minutes of Summer'"? Or something like that. 

To answer your question: I like girls like you and Maria. Different girls. Girls who don't throw themselves at people. Girls who are nice and smart but equally funny and sarcastic.

Now my turn to do questions. It is not fair if I don't ask you any.

So.... Have you ever had a boyfriend?

^That's the best I came up with, sorry.

Noah Johnson. (you can call me anything you want)