Harry Potter Imagines (Female Reader)

Ch:11 Neville × Reader

Warning: Angst, Past traumatic experiences, panic attacks, breakdown, Inappropriate language, crying.

**This story part talks about anxiety and depression caused by past traumatic experiences. If you have or are suffering from such thing and can be triggered. I recommend not reading this story all together. Also, if you ever want to talk about please do not hesitate talking to me. I understand you and I am going through the same thing. You are not alone.**

IMAGINE:

My legs started shaking violently as I fell on the concrete floor of my bathroom. It hurt but I didn't feel the pain. My hands started shaking too as my breath strated turning unsteady. My eyes watered as my past memories ran through my head. I thought I was past it. I thought once I say that it's enough, everybody will stop talking about it. I thought people had enough mercy in them to leave my past alone but like always, I was wrong. Just the mention of my parents triggers me. It sends me memories that I want to fucking oblivate out of me. But I can't. It's always fucking there!

I couldn't control myself anymore and let my tears run down. They damped my skin leaving slight water marks. When someone opened the door.

I rubbed my tears away but I know they saw it. Maybe it's more of a he.

Neville ran to me and hugged me tightly. I hugged back and feeling secure once again allowed myself to cry.i sobbed into his shirt as I he combed my hair humming to me. "Focus on my heartbeat love. It's going to okay, i promise." He promised as I slowly recovered. My tears slowly started to stop streaming down my cheeks as I quickly rubbed them away mixing the water into my skin. He still held me just as tightly before suddenly pulling away. He strted at my face and pretty much noticed all the wet spots.

Suddenly I felt a swift move and all of a sudden, I was being carried to my bed in bridal style. A few giggles escaped my mouth as Neville gave me a few soft smiles.

He layed me down onto the bed and kissed my forehead, "Wait here, I'll be back. Back with lots and lots of snacks for you!" He exclaimed in his baby voice making me chuckle a bit more.

We cuddled for the rest of the day and I told him all about my life. Everything in my past, in my present and what I want in the future. But to be honest, all I ever had wanted was this exact moment to be able to stay in his arms for eternity and this has happened. It's been month since we are married and even have a baby daughter y/k/n (your kid's name). And it all started from that moment, a moment I would never forget.

Was that completely random? Yes. Did I still wanted to write it? Also yes. Will I do it ever again? Maybe but for now. I hope you enjoyed it and once again, please I'm here. I'm here for you and I will talk to for hours if that's what you want but please don't hurt yourself. You deserve so much and hurting yourself it's just gonna take that away from you.

Stay safe!
Word count: 564 words
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