Hidden Love | Minsung

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~ Jisung Pov.

The days went by and although I knew how Minho felt about me, I never told him about my feelings.

Instead, I locked my feelings for Minho deep in my heart and tried as hard as I could to forget about those feelings.

I don't know why, but I felt like shit.

All this time I had only hurt Minho with my words instead of just taking a good look.

But not only I had hurt Minho, I had also carried my wounds away.

How often I sat crying in a corner because I had seen Minho with some girls or he just tore my heart into a thousand pieces when he said in my presence that I will always be just a friend for him.

My feelings for Minho were nothing but an endless curse from the beginning.

"Ji!" I snapped my eyes open as I suddenly heard someone calling my name.

Confused, I looked into the brown eyes of Felix, who rolled his eyes in annoyance.
"What's wrong with you. You've been all absent minded lately." the orange haired one started to sigh as I looked down at my book.
"Sorry. I've got a lot on my mind right now..." I mumbled apologetically, resting my head on the table.

"I guess you mean Minho is on your mind."

I turned to Felix, who was looking at me with a meaningful look.

He knew for a fact that he was right.

Sighing, I raised my head again and leaned against my chair, looking forward at the professor who was explaining some new topic.

"You still haven't told him, have you?" Felix voice sounded next to me again and I just shook my head, my gaze continuing forward.

"Man Ji, are you seriously going to hide your feelings forever?" Felix voice got a little louder, but it was still so quiet that the professor didn't notice.

I looked at Felix for a moment, a bit caught off guard and started chewing nervously on my lower lip.

Of course I didn't want to lock away my feelings for Minho, but did I have any other choice?

"I decided not to tell Minho and forget about my feelings for him." Sighed I saw Felix lose all composure in the corner of my eye.

"YOU WANT WHAT?" now Felix voice was loud enough that even the professor heard him and gave Felix a warning look.

Immediately Felix closed his mouth and turned away from me.
"You can't be serious!" He hissed, stunned, his gaze directed forward.

"I'm serious." I replied, noticing a lump forming in my throat as I did so.

Deep down I knew it was a lie. I ventilated myself with all the same.

I never wanted to forget my feelings for Minho, after all they were a part of me and always would be.

Minho would always, no matter how much I fought it, have a place in my heart.

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