I sit on my couch nursing a glass of wine waiting for Adrian too arrive. He has captivated me; bewitched me to say the least. Tonight it will be all about getting to know him and to learn about him and he about me. I hear a knock at my door and I look at my watch. Nine-fifty, he was early.
I sit my glass on the table and stand to answer the door. When I open it I see a obviously nervous Adrian.
"You're early." I tell him and lean againist the door frame.
"I left early just in case I got lost." he says and smiles at me with a lop-sided grin.
"Directions are not my strongest senses." he says and I laugh a little.
"Come inside. Follow me to the sitting room." I tell him and walk away. I escort him to the room and motion him to sit in the chair in front of me so we could talk face to face. We sit in silence for a moment and I wait for him to speak first. I study his features and see that he has multiple piercings and I wonder where else he may have them. His hair looks more vibrant than before and I notice he has very dark bags under his eyes.
"Your home is very lovely." he says and I snap back into reality.
"Thank you. I try to give it a homey feel but I'm afraid I fail miserbly at that." I tell him and chuckle under my breathe. He grins at me and sits back into his chair and stares at me.
"Why did you invite me here?" he asks me.
"I fascinate you don't I Adrian. You want me. Don't you think it is appropriate to get to know one another first?" I ask him.
"I suppose you're right." he says and crosses his legs.
"Lets start with limits." I tell him.
"What are you into? Such as hard and soft?" he asks me.
"Hard limits are. I don't normally do fire play, age play, cross dressing, needles, humiliation; to an extent, I won't make you run outside naked, go into public naked unless it is a event where others are naked, or anything like that. Light play I will use spanking for pleasure and also punishment if needed and toys such as dildos." I tell him.
"Now tell me your limits." I tell him and wait.
"I don't like cages or hoods over my head. I can be blindfolded and gagged though. I like my hair pulled but not so hard that it feels as though you are breaking my neck. I like edge play such as sharp objects running over my body but not blood play. I like hot wax but not fire againist my skin. I don't do age play or cross dressing. Humiliation to an extent like you said. I like toys but none so much bigger than my actual hole that it's uncomfortable. And please don't slap and punch me." he said. I looked at him in shock.
"Slap and punch?" I ask him and he nodded.
"My last Dominant; well, he wasn't the best care giver of me. He was very abusive towards me." he said.
"How abusive?" I ask him. He squirmed in his seat took a deep breathe.
"I would rather not discuss it tonight if you don't mind. It's very hard to talk about." he says. I wanted to tell him no. That it wasn't okay but I didn't. Patience.
"Okay that's fine. But at some point I will need to know." I tell him.
"I know." he says.
"I am a very controlling man. From what you eat sometimes, to your clothes, where you sleep. It can get intense and if you won't be able to handle that you need to tell me. I will push you. Sometimes it will feel as though I pushed you to far and in the beginning I will give you a safeword. But if this lasts, I will take your safeword away because you should trust me. As you know, our lifestlye is all based on trust in one another. And unless I say so; no one will ever touch you. You are to be my property. I own you, no one else. I'm a very selfish man when it comes to my things." I tell him and I see his body visibly relax.
"I don't really like to be shared." he says. I nod at him.
"I can be very demanding Adrian. When you are here sometimes you will be completely naked and other times I will have devices attached to you and certain attire I want to see you in." I tell him. He nods and I think of other things I may have left out.
"Until then, the other stuff I will show you and you will have to experience for yourself." I tell him.
We sit in silence, each in our own thoughts digesting what we told each other. I was probably to blunt with him in the beginning; but I wasn't one to hide my needs and sugar coat any situations. If he could handle it he would stay and if he couldn't he would leave. I wanted him to stay though, I wanted him to be mine. Branded by me, collared, and under my hand and protection.
"Have you ever had a male submissive before?" he asked me.
"No I have not. All of my subs have been women but none of them could handle my sadistic needs and behaviors." I told him truthfully. Again he nodded but didn't say anything to my annoyance.
A few more moments of silence passed between us before anyone spoke.
"I want this." he said. I looked at him with a serious expression on my face.
"Are you sure?" I asked him.
"Yes." he said and that one syllable was all it took for me.
"You move in here with me Saturday. I will be at your home at ten o'clock to help you move in here. A room will be ready and prepared for you but it will only used by you when you need space and feel overwhelmed. Or for your paintings as I know that is your career." I tell him and he nods.
"Okay. I guess I should be going now and start preparing my things." he said and stands to leave.
"I'll walk you to the door." I tell him. We walk in silence to the door, I know his mind was moving a mile and minute and I was nervous he would change his mind at the last minute. I opened the door and he stepped outside.
"Until Saturday." he said and walked down my steps to his car.
"Yes. Until Saturday." I said and watched him drive away.
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