Surrendering

Chapter 10 (fixing cause i have no freaking clue what is happening)

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"Don't struggle Adrian. It will only make it worse." the man in my dream says. One of the many bad men in my life. My small body tries to resists the man above me pinning me down in my bed but he is much more bigger than me. The alcohol on his breathe makes me feel nausiated and I try to hold my breathe and block out what he was doing to me.
"You know if you do I'll hurt your mother. You will never see her again." he grunts. At those words I make my body go limp and I clear my mind. I turn my head to the left and stare into the eyes of my small stuffed monkey. If only he could come to life and save me; my ten year old brain thought.
Where is my guardian angel?
The next day I go to school with my head down hoping no one would notice me. That no one would ask any questions. But of course nothing ever went as planned.
"Adrian, will you go out in the hall and wait for me?" Mrs Teal asked. I looked up from my work sheet and nodded. A few moments later she came out and kneeled down in front of me. She tried to touch my arm but I flinched away. They were covered in bruises.
"Adrian sweetie what's going on? You're usually one of my best students and you always got good marks but lately your grades have been dropping." she said. My eyes began to water and wrapped my small arms around her neck.
"I can't tell you. He will hurt my mommy." I cried. Mrs. Teal sat down on the floor and held me in her arms until I stopped crying and all that was left was small hiccups.
"Now listen to me Adrian. No one is going to hurt your mother. I promise. You need to tell me what is wrong Adrian." she said again.
"I can't. It's to bad." I said.
"Trust me." she said. My eyes began to water again and my small arms tightened around her neck.
"He. He hurts me." I tell her.
(Adrians P.O.V)
My body jerks awake and I am covered in sweat. My breathing was uneven and I felt as though the walls were closing in around me. I pushed away from Dewayne and I sat up on my knees clutching my head.
Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. I can't breathe. He's grabbing my throat tighter.
Flashbacks of everything pass behind my closed eyes.
"Adrian. Adrian! Calm down okay. Breathe." I heard a voice say. Mrs. Teal?
"Adrian. Come back to me okay?" the voice said again and I felt the weight of an arm around my sides. It was a calming touch. A touch I have'nt experienced in a long time.
"Adrian. It's me. Come back now okay. It's all okay I'm here now. Just come back." the voice said again.
My heart beat began to slow down and the fog around my brain disappeared. My breathing went back to normal and I slowly opened my eyes. I placed my hands on my legs and took a deep breathe, I looked up at my Dewayne and he stared down at me.
"Thank you." I said and moved into his touch.
"I won't ask what happened or what brought this on. But soon enough I will need too know things Adrian." he says.
"I know. Give me time." I tell him and he nods. The tension that has been there between us is stronger, it's overwhelming me. I lean up and straddle Dewaynes lap and capture his lips with my own. At first he didn't respond but soon his lips moved with mine and he quickly gained control of the situation.
"Please. I know this is wrong of me to do but please make me forget. Even for the moment take me away please. I need this. I need you." I told him. He layed me down on my back and hovered over me. His dark orbs staring down at me; staring into my soul and stripping me bare before him.
"When your with me I will be the only thing on your mind. At that moment. Hours after. Deep into the night. I'll consume you fully. You're mine now Adrian. And when you are ready; you will fully surrender to me." he whispered into my ear, sending chills through my body. The thought of fully surrendering to anyone usually made me feel sick; but the thought and sensations I felt when I entertained the thought of fully surrendering to Dewayne made me feel breathless and elated. Protected to the fullest.
I groaned when his teeth bit into the flesh of my neck and his tongue massaged the sore he created; marking me as his, his territory. The stubble of his beard burned my shoulder and neck as he rubbed his head againist my skin but I loved it, I pressed him closer to me. He leaned up on his hands and wrapped his long slender fingers around my wrists and pushed them above my head.
"Don't move them. Even when I let go keep them there." he said.
"Yes Sir." I told him. Loving the way those words fell from my lips.  He kissed my lips then my chin and slowly crawled down my body. I felt his tongue lick across and down my sternum and around my stomach. He sucked into the dip of my waist leaving a mark, my breathing came in short spasms and I clenched my fist feeling my nails dig into my palms. So long, these feelings, overwhelming sensations, and feeling cherished.
"Oh!" I cried out when I felt his tongue lick across me. A deep low groan came from his mouth and his hands spread my legs wider. He looked up at me and held my attention; unwavering eye contact, as he engulfed me completely into his mouth. The warmth and the pleasure was almost to much, I wanted to cum right there but the control of my body wouldn't let me; I knew it would displease him.
"Please. Please slow down I'm not ready yet." I cried, my voice high. He removed me from his mouth my tip resting gently on his lip.
"That would be to soon. How about we try something new. For me ateast. Lean up on your knees. Place your hands behind your back and hold your wrists. A little more. Good boy." he said when my position was right. Good boy echoed through my brain, making my body glow with pride. Dewayne layed on his back and scooted his body under mine. My eyes widened and I my body tenses. He kisses each of my cheeks and then I feel his tongue lick my entrance. I groan and press my body down onto him. His tongues delves deeper into me and I ride him harder and harder. The pleasure from his assaults ripple over and over again over my body.
"There. Oh please!" I cried out, not really knowing what I was pleading for. My body felt like it was on fire; burning with passion as his tongue licked over the spot over and over again. My hair my slick across my forhead and I felt my release builing up. I pressed down onto him harder and harder with each thrust; riding him, feeling him againist me. His hand left my waist grabbing my member sticking this thumb over my slit blocking my release. I groaned in frustration.
His other hand tightened my waist and haulted my movement. I bit my lip hard as I felt every move he made inside of me. His tongue licked over me over and over again and he pressed harder againist me, scraping my entrance with his teeth making me groan.
His tongue pressed hard againist me and he removed his thumb from my slit and I came. I rode my orgasm out, his mouth and hand and him were all I could think about. My body slumped with exhaustion and my release covered my thighs. Dewayne lifted me from his body and layed me againist the pillows.
"I'll be right back." he said and went to the restroom and returned with a went cloth. He wiped my thighs and tossed the cloth onto the floor. He pulled me againist his body and kissed my head.
"Rest now." he said, my eyes already heavy.
This was my pure bliss. In his arms I felt proctected. Cherished.
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I am sooooo so sososososo sorry if there is any confusion and wtfs. For some reason wattpadd deleted half of my shit and i had to retype it. Idk what happened but again if there is any confusion message or comment. Or kik me. Idk.