Is it because it's no longer there that I can see clearly?
Or was it because it was never there and I was perceiving things!
The love I thought was there,
Was it all hallucinations?
If I had decided on my life
It would have been a fairytale, but my vitality had other plans.
Now I am a protector of the love that doesn't even belong to me
Because the love I thought was there,
It was all hallucinations
I was a Protector,
A Provider,
I needed acknowledgement as the head of my love life.
But, the love I thought was there
As it turned out, I was hallucinating.
I fell in deep,
I am not the type of person who falls in quickly out of love.
I gave my affection right from the start!
From the start, of the love I thought was there!
Which turned out, I was just but hallucinating.
I didn't even know why he called me a slut?
His coldness, I didn't see it of which I should have seen it during the past days.
During the past few days! I should have seen that he didn't want me anymore!
Because, because, because I thought the love that was there, was still there!
But, no, it was hallucinations.
I was just but hallucinating.
Of cause, it was him, he could get any woman he wanted.
I thought he was a knight and shining armour.
His love was to die for,
But he left and left a scar that can never be covered, enclosed or wrapped by anyone else but him.
The love I thought was there
It was all my HALLUCINATIONS!
Other people thought I had a gold pump in my backyard.
Because his love made me glow,
But now, it has shuttered me, broken me, destroyed me!
I was blinded by the love I thought was there.
Which turned out, I was just but
HALLUCINATING!
IT WAS JUST LOVE HALLUCINATIONS
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