I broke the news to my mom and she wasnt that mad just sarcastic as always ... heh what can I do- I walked out of the house since it was evening around 6pm and I go to play with min ....
We cycled forrr a good 2 hours and talked and talked- we both are literally peas in a pod- I went home ... anddd -
*time skip of 2 months* (dont come after me- )
MY DAD GOT A JOBBB!!!! andd holidays are gonna end- well advances?? I've got LED lights in my room- my DAD put them- ..... Minho opened up to me for the first time... andddd - I got cut of by the door opening ..
I ran to the door and saw my dad entering , "APPA!!! HOW WAS WORK?? HOW ARE YOUR WEIRD OFFICE PEOPLE ??? ARE YOU TIRED??? FIRST TIME WORKING FOR STRAIGHT 9 HOURS HUH???" I bombarded him with questions- hEh WHaT im excited !! He put his laptop bag down and said "go take a shower your mom is gonna kill me and you if things are not in place you know her" .. I agreed and went for a shower . I came out of teh shower and saw my moms bag on the ironging stand and figured that she reached home ... and went to my room to put on some clothes ... while I was putting them on- SEE I have good hearing so i tend to hear what my parents are talking about outside and I heard my dad saying "ask him itself dont ask me" I got confused as hell since that sentence is only said when ive done something wrong- I quickly changed and went out to the kitchen to see my mom washing the dishes and I looked at her and said "what did i do wrong eomma??" and she replied "what are the things i have told you to do" .. I thought and said " wash dishes ... remove the dried clothes and fold em ... I REMOVED THEM I THOUGHT ILL FOLD THEM LATER !!" she sighed and with an angry gaze "why did u only wash ur dishes ... THIS IS YOUR HOUSE TOO!! HELP A LITTLE SO WHAT ILL MAKE YOUR DAD CLEAN ALL THIS AFTER WORK!?!? " I just started at her emotionless ... I waited for her whole lecture to get over .... Once it did teh end result was "im taking your phone , your not sleeping in your own room your gonna sleep in between me your father , and your not allowed to do anything without my permission" GREAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO AN ALL NIGHTER WITH MINHO MOM!!! - right all of this and the first thing that comes to my mind is min- I just held in my tears ... and still kept the resting bitch face on- and THAT face lead to my mom saying "do you have ANY shame?? to show it on your face??" LIKE eomma .... youve done this so many times I know how to control my shit now ... SO my mom made me sit out and not do anything not even sleep just sit FOR 1 AND A HALF HOURS STRAIGHT ... I tried smthg new- i tried pinching my skin - like pinching tiny pieces off ... which made my mid very calm ... it cause tiny bumps on my hand and I really felt calm as fucl- my dad was next to me and I couldnt care less- its not they would care ... I slept with my parents under my bedsheet not caring if i died- wanting to suffocate and die... nowadays theres no hitting ... theres ... shouting and verbal abusing ... The next morning not that bad knowing my mind will calm down after a nap...
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Once In A Blue Moon | Minsung Fic | On-Going
FanfictionThese emotions ... They are normal ... They come once in a blue moon ... But they start coming more often ... One day he decides to tell - Read to find out more...... tw// self harm , depressive thoughts , abuse , suicidal thoughts ; topics and atte...