I was never fond of school, but when I finished 4th grade, I moved to a new school. Dartmouth Elementary was its name. I lived right down the street from the school. I had no friends at all practically, until 6th grade when I had a little group. My group included: Leah, Madison, Lauren, Maya, and Rebecca. They were all cool until one day, I got asked to hangout with someone named Miles at the park after school. Of course I wanted to because I was pretty bored. I went to the park to meet with him, and I thought we were just going to play soccer like we talked about earlier that day at school. But that was not the case. He dragged me into the bushes, tied me up to a branch, and pulled down my pants. I was only 12, so I had no idea what was going on but I was scared. He held a knife to my neck and said, "I'll do whatever I want, got it?" and I was shaking tremendously. I don't wanna go into full detail, but he raped me, and forced me to do stuff I would've never wanted to do. Moving on to 7th grade, I had no friends once again. The friend group split up, and one day in athletics, I got my head swirled in a toilet bowl in the locker room by a few 8th graders. I had no one to stand up for me because I was an outcast at that school. 8th grade when I was 13, I had a few good friends. My bestfriend, Jessi, and I were very close. She told me everything that went on in her life. We hung out in the practice rooms a lot after school and played each others instruments. She used to wipe her reed on my pants, and one thing I'll never forget about her is that every day in band, we sat next to each other, and we were really stupid and used to make jokes about our reeds tasting like oatmeal, and we'd burst out laughing while in band. We were cool until one time, (the last time) we hung out after school in the practice room. I was playing piano, and she grabbed my waist made me look at her and she tried to kiss me. I was NOT having it so I got up, said, "My mom is here, ttyl." and I walked home. It was super awkward and we've never been the same since. I did not want to have my first kiss with her, although I liked her all year long. I just wanted my first kiss to be special. Just wait for the next part. My first kiss was NOT special anyways.
