Why me? Dream x reader

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Twitch
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Y/ns POV

"Okay chat, but we put a stripper pole here and a chandler here and a kitty pool here!"

Chat- 27.5k viewers
User1617- Don't forget the trampoline—
User1042- what about a ball pit
User1027- ✨ Sparkels ✨
User1057- Can we make it purple?
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"Y/n! Why is my house covered in iron bars?!" My friend isac says.
"Becauseee I was boredddd!" I tell him
"I'm gonna kill you!" He says, he runs towards me and hits me dropping me down to 8 hearts.
"NO IM SORRY! PLEASE!" I say running away.
"This is your karma you bitch!" He yells.
"I'll tell Copper!" I say referring to my other friend.
"So what?!" He says. I quickly change VC's.
"COPPER!!!!! Isaac trying to kill me!" I pout
"Why?"
"I was bored and covered his house in iron bra- BARS! NOT BRAS I MEANT BARS!" I screech, Copper starts laughing his ass off.
"Why do you all bully me!" I say dramatically.
" I don't know, aren't you suppose to be going to work in like 20 minutes?" He asks.
"OH SHIT!-......!"
"We'll chat! That's it for today's stream!" I say and quickly log off my computer.

I turn in my chair and look around my room... it's so gross my whole Apartment is a depression waste land.
I hate being alone. Why do my friends have to live in the other side of the states?!
I sigh and start working my way towards a quick shower before work. I'm a manager at a Victoria secrets store.
I don't wanna work here, my dream is to stream games to people all over the world, i wanna make people smile and laugh even if it's just for a little bit.

I make my way to work, I have to work the night shift , basically I'll be here by myself checking papers, signing stuff and making sure the store is in tip top shape before opening in the morning.
Today was my not so lucky day. Karens... gotta love them.
"Excuse me ma'am! Can I come in for just a second to grab one quick thing?"
"No we have been closed for a good half hour. The registers are locked for the night. Sorry." I say.
"Isn't it your job to have me buy stuff?!" She demands
"No, my job is to sign checks and papers and clean up at night so tomorrow when you come back the store is organized and easy to get and do what you need." I explain. Walking inside, the lady pushes past me and into the store.

"Ma'am if you don't exit the store in the next two fucking seconds I'm calling security to personally remove you." I snap. She growls but reluctantly leaves.
I hate working here but, I've made some really important memories here.
This is the job I cried in the back room for an hour after my parents divorced when I was 16, the place were I snuck my niece so we could have shots together on her 21 birthday, the place that gave me a taste of reality.
The job that reminds me that, no one will ever love me beyond what I look like. And the place I discovered myself, sounds weird right?
Me talking to myself and then acting as though nothing happened, yup..
There wasn't much to do tonight besides fix a couple things in the store, organize and sign a couple of papers. So I sat on my phone and scrolled through Twitter.

Twitter
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Austin-
Any lovely lady's willing to participate in Dreams love or host? Dm me!
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I sat looking at the tweet, couldn't hurt to have some fun right?
I Dmed Austin letting him know I had interest in what he was proposing. Surprisingly? He had dmed me before asking if I wanted to do a loh but I declined, I was nervous and wasn't feeling very good at the time.

Then I continued organizing the shelves putting misplaced items back in there original homes before deciding I was done for the night and packed up.
It was only like 11 when I arrived home and found a Twitter notification awaiting my attention.
Austin- Hey y/n I'm glad your interested! You've been accepted to be one of our contestants, would you like to be a love or host?
You- love I guess.
Austin- perfect! It's in Friday at about 6.
You-k, I'll be there

You we're nervous about this, it was DREAM! I knew I didn't have much of a chance at winning so instead of focusing on it I decided to do a late night stream.  Becca is online!
" Hey Becca! I'm about to go live you wanna do it with me?"
"Sorry n/n I was about to log off for the night."
"It chill talk to you tomorrow!"

I loaded up my stream and decided I wanted to play GTA.
Streaming had always been a second home for me, I was able to ramble on and in about dif rent games and have people enjoy it. It felt like I had made thousands of friends! And I had, it was so calming that I hated ending stream only to turn around in my chair to a dirty, empty apartment.
Living on the Florida coast had its perks though! Like the view I had and the sunset.
The sky made me hungry, it looked like a perfectly baked croissant spread with butter and dark purple grape jelly.
I guess when it came to talking to new people, I just was scared about betrayal, or getting so use to having that I can't live without them.
"Hey Chat! " I smiled

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If you couldn't tell this is going to be a very cute but very angsty story. There probably won't be any sexual contents for awhile if at all.