Chapter-5

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I woke up with disappointment as I just wanted to die, I can't handle any of this anymore. I am tired of this shit. 

Why me God, what did I do to deserve this life?

I started sobbing and after few minutes, as it was just 3:30 am everyone would probably be sleeping as it was early for them to wake up.

 I went into the kitchen to get the knife so that I can be free from this miserable life.

I am tired of suffering, I am tired of getting beat almost every single day

everyone would be better of without me cause nobody cares about me, nobody likes me and nobody wants me

 I started crying again.

I took the knife in my hand and when I was finally getting free from this life a hand stopped me. 

ughhh why can't I die in peace and when I turned back to see who stopped me from getting free from this life... 

surprisingly it was highness hand that stopped me.

"my Lil stepsis trying to kill herself what a pity that I can't let you die I want to see you suffer more" highness said 

" why why why pls highness let me do this pls I beg of you I can't live like this anymore pls let me highness pls" I begged while crying but my begging fell deaf to highness ears

highness dragged me to my room.

I kept begging him to let me die but he just smiled and said can't let you be free this easily and highness locked me in my room... 

unfortunately, my room does not have anything that can help me get my release. I kept crying and crying 

I was done I gave up hope to live I just wanted to die at this moment.

why my parents abandoned me, why they didn't love me, am I that unloveable that even my parents didn't want me. 

why god? 

why am I unlovable? 

why am I worthless? 

why am I useless?

I kept crying and crying till I finally passed out...

I woke up gasping for the air as chilled water collapsed with my face, I opened my eyes and saw ma'am standing with the bucket which just got dumped on me. 

" wakey-wakey my dear... slept well cause you won't be getting any sleep in the orphanage," ma'am said 

I thought to my self orphanage they are sending me back

should I be happy or sad? 

will it be a good thing for me that I am going to the orphanage or will it be worse than this place?

I hope not...





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