So this is my first blog...where do I begin....Friday was sooo stressful cause I almost lost my love and almost broke up with me....then my teacher stressed me out so much....idk it was just crazy....sometimes I just wish my partner would let me be who I am....like I really wanna be happy but it just doesn't work that way....my partner should sometimes be able to pleasure my needs too....idk it just seems difficult because I do whatever it takes to pleasure my partners needs but he doesn't try to pleasure any of my needs....and not just that way. (I know some of you people thought really dirty.) i really wanna be treated equally and not just be used to do his needs....every one of his needs I do for him but I don't really get my needs satisfied....anyways no matter how much of a struggle I go through with my partner I hope I can always fix it to make it better....btw I'm always gonna be writing a blog....it's just gonna take some time :P