Everyone who's been in a relationship knows that feeling when u lose feeling for ur partner....is it something u did or something they did....personally it comes and goes like my spark with my partner....it's just cuz I don't feel like I'm part of my partner's life....I feel like such an outcast because I have no clue on what's going on....I feel like I'm just some guy....like that guy....that guy who's always been forgotten or taken advantage of....I think I've always been that guy....yesterday was the day where I wanted to see how my partner would react or treat me....but all day yesterday my partner was on their phone....every time I tried to have fun and do something with my partner....it just doesn't work out....I am not in the mood when my partner wants to do something, like play video games or watch tv or something....but when I'm in the mood....it's just no I don't feel like it or don't want to....like seriously....I'm just wanting to spend some couple time with u and have fun...but no u just push me away instead....i think I just spoil u a lot where when I wanna do something fun, u suspect me to do it too....I do it cuz it means spending time with u like an actual couple....can we do something we'd both like sometimes or at least not always what u wanna do.....but then after we do something then u going running off and changing the topic and we just act like friends again....sometimes I play fire with fire and I look like the bad guy....all wanna be is urs....ur bae and ur partner....not a friend or friends with benefits....u always help ur friends....but sometimes I'm just scared while ur helping ur friends cuz u may fall for someone else....I just don't wanna lose my partner for doing something nice....
