his queen

Ch 46

We were dressed fancy for dinner. We held hands. And I'm just happy. I've never been so happy in my life.

He leads the way to a private room. And then I saw my father. I tried to leave. Toshi pulled me back.

"I invited him here so you guys can talk" he said

"I've nothing to say." I said

He pulls me by the tail. And we went and sit with him. It was super awkward.

"Are they here too" i asked

"Yes, they sre at the pool. All might wanted it just to be me. So it would be easier" he said "I can tell you werent told wed be here."

"Yeah" i said

"I know you dont want to talk to him. But i think you should. Given that hes youre father." Toshinori said

"Im only here because you dragged me here. Literally." I said "and because i love you so im a hostage right now. Whats new for me"

Dad clears his throat.

"I was quite surprised to see you both kiss on national tv. From what was shown you hated each other" he said

"Well she hated me actually and me being me i cared for her safety" Toshinori said

"Tell ya it was quite annoying." I said

"I bet. With both publicly announced. It will be hard to go out. Unless like this you privately book" dad said

"It was actually harder when he was like this and i was seen with him as all might. Because we had to have a certain way to act. Like before we dated i hated him. At times i still feel like i do. But it git harder when we started for i came across as a dick." I said

"I have to agree. Its hard not to show PDA" he said

Then all might went to the bathroom. The door echoed when it closed. And i was trapped with my father. Toshinori is going to get his ass kicked later.

"He planned us to be alone didnt he. And youre in on it too" i said

"Yeah" he addmits.

"Are you going to tell me lies again. Like how you changed since then" i asked.

"I was told you can tell when people are lying. During your military training you were the best at interrogations. So breathe and listen. Watch my body language, listen to my heart beat and tone. Because you know when i truly lie and just hear me out" he said

I groaned.

"Fine" i said crossing my arms.

He cleared his throat. I guess he wasnt expecting my cooperation.

"When your mother died. I fell apart. i met her in college and she was my best freind. When i had to barry my best friend i couldnt bare it. Everything around me reminded me of her. Including you. I tried to drink to hide my pain. But it didnt trun out and i hurt you. I didnt know about the bullying. And your lizard made you happy. And it reminded me of your mother. Her smile. Then i snapped. And i drank more. Im not making excuses for my actions i knew it was horrible. I was the worst father ever. I abused my daughter. The only person besides your mother who made me happy. I did watch the sports festival. And i will admit i wasnt sober. But i was very proud of you. Then you went missing. I was angry at first but that was the drinking. I accidently started to go after our neighbors. Then i was put into a system to stop my drinking. And thats when i realized what happened. And i was worried. You were missing and i couldnt do anything about it. I believed i chased you away and i was alone. Then i met Danielle. She worked there. Shed sit down and have me talk with her. Once i was out. And sober we went out. Then settled down. I wasnt replacing your mother. Or you. I was trying to fill up the emptiness inside. The truth is i knew you were alive. I was contacted when you were found by all might and taken to the hospital. But i didnt show up for i knew you'd refuse to see me and i didnt want to hurt you again. I wanted you to come to me. So we can figure this out. So we can start over and be a family again. I missed you these last 6 years. I waited everyday hoping you'd come see me. I made sure i didn't move or anything. There is nothing i can do to make up for what i did to you. I hurt you mentally and emotionally and physically. No father should ever do that. And you dont know how sorry i am. And i cant show you that either. But i want to start over. Thats all i want. And if you dont want to ill respect your desires and leave you alone" he said

Hes telling the truth and crying like a baby. but its not an act. I almost cried too. I stood up.

"I herd you out" i said then walked to the door.

"Zina" he said

I stopped.

"I need time" i said then walked out.

I passed Toshinori and said nothing. He didnt either. I then just went to the hotel room and ordered ice cream from the room service. I hid under the blanket and hug my tail. And i sobbed. Toshinori came in and had my ice cream i got. The bed dips. He gave me it and hugged me. He rubs my back as i eat the vanilla ice cream. He didnt say anything. He just staid with me.