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"lets not do this"
a guy smiles but his eyes covered in fog for me to see
"fuck"
i suddenly wake up staring at my ceiling
it was a precognitive dream.
who was the guy in my dream? was he wakatoshi? what did he mean?
it repeated in my head over, over and over again in my head i could barely focus in my classes
"something wrong?"
wakatoshi walks to my workspace while i just stare straight in silence
"just thinking about stuff"
i shake my head trying to forget it
"hmm wanna talk about it?"
he sits in my extra chair and rests his head on his hand
"no im fine"
i go back to my rough sketch
"alright call me if you need anything"
he smiles and goes back to his workspace
as much as i tried ignoring it, it replayed in my head. the dream left me wondering whos gonna leave me?
"you alright?"
rin chuckles looking at me with my head flat on my desk
"i feel like im in a slump"
i frown facing her
"tell me about it"
she smiles tilting her head to the side
"i had this dream, there was this guy telling me that we shouldnt do this, but i couldnt see his eyes"
i sigh still seeing the image in my head clearly
"hmm it doesnt seem like anything important"
she shrugs
"try to ignore it, maybe its just a weird dream"
she adds
"oh and by the way, if you want him you should take him"
she glances outside the window where wakatoshi was talking with a younger student closely
"maybe i should do it"
i smile getting up from my seat
"what are you serious?"
her jaw immediately drops
"i had a long day, itll be even longer if i have to see this while working"
i let my reckless thoughts take over
"go for it, ill be watching"
she smirks and sits at her desk
"hey"
i walk out the studio and put my hand on wakatoshis shoulder while he was talking ti the girl
"ill talk to you later"
he glances at my hand on him and smiles before leaving the girl
"hm?"
he hums once we were far enough from the girl
"lets do it"
i take my hand off of him
"do what?"
he asks with a pink tint forming on his cheeks
"lets date"
i smile and his eyes widden
"okay"
he smiles
"i hope i dont regret this"
i whisper in his ear before walking back into the studio
"okayyyy, see tagt was simple"
rin laughs
"i feel like im missing something"
i sit down feeling something missing
"i mean you have a boyfriend, the top student in the school and have no worries about money what are you missing?"
she jokes
"i dont know"
i try to ignore it
"mmm im gonna head out now, text me if you need anything"
she waves before grabbing all her things and leaving
"here"
wakatoshi comes back in and sits beside me putting a drink on my desk
"hmm lime"
i chuckle looking at the can
"do you want a different flavour?"
he suddenly gets conscious of my reaction
"no lime is my favourite"
i open the can and take the first sip
"its dark out akready"
he sighs looking outside
"the studio looks nice when its dark"
i hum
"you look nice"
he suddenly comments catching ne off guard
"oh really?"
i smile looking at him in the eyes
this feeling, a feeling ive never felt before. it was as if i was excited with all this adrenaline but also calm yet my heart was beating fast.
it was all until he pulled me closer and
we kissed.
"i wont make you regret this"
he whispers in my ear before getting up
i wasn't the type to get over excited about kisses, but what was this feeling?
once again i saw his bold red 888 tattoo.
"what is this feeling?"
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