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tomorrow was the exhibition, i went home a little earlier than the others just to double check the pieces were all set to go. it suddenly started raining on my way home so i had to run the rest of the way
"hey"
wakatoshi stands up from the front steps of my apartment building soaking wet
"why are you home late?"
he asks and i look at the time on my phone 2:10 am
"how long have you been waiting here?"
i remove my hands above my head and my hair started getting damp
"where have you been?"
he steps closer to me with an annoyed face
"does it even matter?"
i scoff avoiding eye contact as much as possible
"it does matter actually, you werent replying to my texts, are we even dating?"
he laughs and i immediately start getting irritated at his words
its funny hearing those words come out of his mouth. it was unfamiliar hearing those words since hes only said we were dating barely even two times this whole relationship
"what? have you been with kuroo?"
his eyes widen at the thought of it
"i should be asking you if we're dating, all you've ever done was hangout with lee hyesoo and on top of that some of your friends dont even know we're dating"
my replies started becoming more straightforward
"when i ask you, all you say shes a friend. but honestly, friends with matching necklaces? even after you started dating someone else? stop feeding me bullshit lies"
i laugh feeling my eyes start to water
"stop acting like you cared about me in the first place, i wasnt even with kuroo, i was with rin yuan and kai. all you've cared about was making sure i never got to find out what you do when im not around"
"do you regret it... everything we did?"
he asks. we were now face to face, keeping eye contact
it was the question i wish i couldve asked myself the day we first met. "will i regret this?"
"yeah, i regret everything ive ever done with you. this fucked out relationship, those nights we stayed up together, everything"
"i regret everything from the start. i regret taking the offer to show you around the school the very first day you came. i wonder if i had never done that then i would be much happier without you in my life"
"i was an idiot for thinking that we had a happy ending together, because in the end i never actually liked you"
i finally admitted what i had been wanting to say.
"i would have really liked and cared for you, all i needed was your honesty. i cant believe that i really made up this whole image of you in my head thinking you were perfect for me"
"tomorrow we can go on exactly how we were before we met each other"
i walk into my apartment, my clothes now soaking wet
walking past him, i see the red 888 tattoo. everything is falling into place as its meant to be.
"Y/N—
rin holds onto my arm
"just leave me alone for tonight, everything will be fine in the morning. even if its not fine ill make it fine"
i give her and the guys a weak smile and rush up to my apartment
they were watching from rins apartment window. they knew that i wouldve been mad if they came down.
closing the door behind me, i fell onto the floor resting my back on the wall. 2:22 — you are in the right place & the right time.
as my mom said, you can forget about it, but never forget the lesson that came with it. this was the lesson.
this was meant to happen either way. even if i decided to never say anything about it, we were never meant for each other. our paths simply were just crossed and we would go our separate ways soon enough
WAKATOSHI POV
"i lost her"
my phonecall finally went through
"lost who?"
hyesoo asks over the phone
"Y/N"
i reply
"what a shame. i told you to tell her that we're exes"
her tone changes
"she wouldve been bothered by that too"
i mumble, everything Y/N said was finally hitting me
"you lied to her, id rather have someone tell me the truth than lie to me"
"im leaving for paris right now, i tried helping you but obviously you can't maintain a relationship. dont call me"
she suddenly hangs up
maybe i really did like her. it felt too good to be true that i completely forget that it really was real.
LEE HYESOO POV
i never wanted to look like the bad guy. wakatoshi and i made a promise that we would help each other find the person we were meant to be with since we were never meant for each other.
him and Y/N? maybe they were meant to be together. but the mistakes he made were unforgivable. even i would break off the relationship to him.
"how annoying"
i slid one of my rings off my finger and throw it in the garbage.
you have to let her go
i typed on my phone sending the text to wakatoshi before i blocked the number
"i know its over, nevertheless."
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