Our beginning

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January 5, 2008
Years past. I already new how to take care of myself. I was healthy. I was okay. It was all because of her. She watched me. She watched me through the trees. She watched me through the sun. It was like she was everywhere. She was like the mother I never had. She was so much different. I couldn't see her, but I could hear her, smell her and feel her. It was so embracing. I wasn't alone. She was here. But it wast so blatant. I don't really understand it or how to explain it. How to put it. Was it mind games? No. I laid on the grass as I searched deeply in my mind. Nature. She reveled her self through my senses. With nature. She controlled everything so I could know that she was there. She wasn't only a mother to me but to everything. She helped the trees grow, and the river to flow. She made the ground shake. She was mother to all nature. She was Mother Nature. My Mother Nature.
March 12, 2008
As I became a teenager, she became more real. I would talk to her at night and sing will her in the morning. Our warm days were one of the best days. But when winter rolled in ,those were the times I became depressed. I felt sick. But I was never sick. I felt like I was being forced into a small box. My body wasn't so used to it. We've only had so little winters where we were, that when it got cold, it was freezing. My clothing wasn't really helping me. But she warmed me with the sun. The sun always shined over me during the day. And in the nights I'll bundle my self with leaves under a bush. It was enough to say that I was warm. I laid my arm out in the open and felt the snow flakes melt as they landed gracefully on my arm. I would feel a chill down my spine from the soft touch of snow. This was Mother Natures way of comforting me. She always made me feel better during the night. Those were the hours were my mind will replay all the memories of loneliness and tears. She would make them go away by showing me something new. Like snow. Or lighting. She played a movie in the sky for me until I fell sound asleep.

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