"Griffin "

Chapter 16

Bellamy

The kiss lingered at my lips .

I was still on top of Clarke teasing her with kisses.

"Can you get off me now" Clarke said a smile curled at her lips

"Only if you promise never to take drugs again" I said leaning in so our noses touched.

"Can't do that" she said with a smile and a hint of laughter.

"Fine you asked for it" I said and picked her up bridal style and trekked to the lake that was a minute from our designation.

I held her over the rock that was at the tip of the lake .

"Bellamy " Clarke warned.

"Promise Clarke" I said almost dropping her on purpose.

"Fine I promise" she said out of panic.

I put her down held her hand.

"Bellamy we were looking for you " Miller said to me rushed but smiled when he seen me and Clarke holding hands.

"What is it"

"What do you mean what is it bellarke has happened I've never been so happy for you two guys" miller said like a small child on Christmas.

"Will you be fine " I said to Clarke

"Yeah go" she said dropping my hand

Clarke

I looked in my rucksack as I got back to the bunker.

One bottle left that Bellamy hadn't found.

I threw the pills in my mouth chewing them with every chew I realised how much I hated my life ,yes I had Bellamy but the rest was shit .

My mother hated me , I think about suicide everyday , I have a serious drug problem ,I have hurt people and most of all I was depressed.

I heard footsteps in the bunker I looked around to see who it was.

Kayla appeared her face full of blood and tears.

I chucked another pill into my mouth chewing it quietly

She had a knife and was pointing it at me.

"All of them" she said to me .

I put another pill in my mouth slowly .

"I'll make it look like suicide" she said and shoved the bottle in my mouth rattling the pills into my mouth I couldn't breath and nausea overwhelmed me.

She held my mouth closed with a force so I couldn't spit them out.

All the drugs were now chewed and down my throat.

"Good " she snapped and still held the knife near my throat.

I felt dizzy and knew that it was the drugs kicking in

I fell and was overthrown by black.

Bellamy

I walked to the bunker to see Clarke obviously I didn't trust her just yet when she said she wouldn't take drugs again.

I stepped into the bunker and seen the lights were on.

I looked at Clarke sleeping on the couch and a plastic bottle on the floor empty.

"Shit" I said under my breath and looked for a pulse on her wrist.

I started giving her cpr quickly as sweat and tears filled my face.

"Come on Clarke " I said my voice I could tell was mixed with anger.

I tried once again this time it was out of love and all I wanted was Clarke to be alive.

I checked her pulse and I swear I've never been so happy .

She started coughing wildly almost falling of the couch with choking coughs.

I patted her back as if my life depended on it.

"What happened" she said

"You overdosed" I said to her seeing she was confused.

"Kayla was here" she said holding her head " she shoved the pills down my throat"