flower | sebastian stan

061.

private messages
{instagram dm's between sebastian and alexia}

alexiawilliams
I saw that Evelyn is staying out
tonight.

care for a little meet up? maybe
relight that spark that we once had?

imsebastianstan
That spark alexia isn't there anymore.
the spark that you and I once
had went away once you decided to
leave.

I offered to come with you to
Venice but you didn't want that.

You wanted to get away from what
we had and everything we had built
together.

I proposed to you, I was willing
to spend the rest of my life with
you.

You were the one who didn't want
that and now that I am with
someone else you want to interfere.

Evelyn is now the person that I
want to spend the rest of my
life with.

Not you.

alexiawilliams
awe you're in love.

let me just tell you this Sebastian,
I wanted to spend the rest of
my life with you as well but
I knew I couldn't give you what
you want.

you want this life that is made
for movies or storybooks.
you want a nice house with children
running around. I don't.
that's why I didn't let you leave your
life behind just to come to Venice with me.

also, think about what went on between
us. that wasn't a healthy relationship to
force into a marriage.

I hate to break this to you
sebastian but you really should've told
evelyn about our engagement.
poor thing looked hurt when I
mentioned it.

Maybe you don't love her as much as
you loved me. that's why you haven't
popped the question yet.

or maybe you
still love me. you just don't want to admit
it yet.

imsebastianstan
you told her about me proposing
to you?

why would you do that?

It's like you want to drive her
away from me.

alexiawilliams
well if you are going to marry
her then she is bound to find out.

I'm pretty surprised that she didn't
know.

What else are you hiding from her?

Does she really know what went
on between us?

imsebastianstan
I didn't tell her about the engagement
because it doesn't matter anymore.

You and I haven't spoken since you
left. So it never really came up in
conversation.

I've told her the basics I never
went in-depth with what went on
because she doesn't need to know
everything. I'm not purposely hiding
things from her.

alexiawilliams
wow so all along she has thought
that you were the good guy.

so there's a high chance that in
her books I'm the bad guy.
well I hope that one day she
finds out what truly happened either
from you or maybe I might need
to give her a nice text about
how her prince charming isn't so pure
and innocent.

imsebastianstan
you and I both know that I
still won't be the bad guy even
when she does find out what happened
because you are still the person who
is trying to drive a wedge between
me and her.

alexiawilliams
well soon she will know the truth
and I don't think she will like
it very much because after the way
she reacted when she heard that you
and I were engaged I think the
rest of the story is going to
have a bigger reaction out of it.

imsebastianstan
lexi you need to realise that what
I did wasn't even that bad.

you were the one who went out
and cheated on me multiple times.

i found out through different
news articles.

yes I may have hurt you but
what happened wasn't even my fault.

you make it sound like I've cheated
on you and did worse things than
you did.

but all that happened was someone
kissed me off guard and they were
drunk but I at least told you that it
happened.

you will always be the bad guy
not me.

alexiawilliams
didn't evelyn date someone who cheated
on her?

that must've been tough.

that would mean that cheating is a
sore spot for her.

Maybe she won't see it as just a
random kiss which was done by a
drunk ex which caught you off guard.

Anyway I don't think that meet up
between us should happen yet so
bye-bye seb.

I will see you soon x

imsebastianstan

Like I said last time alexia
leave evelyn out of this and leave
my relationship alone.

alexiawilliams
I can't promise you anything.