14~ Giving In

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(PHOEBE POV)

I was walking with Marie to the mall.

"So what will we be getting at the mall miss espinosa?" I asked.

"We'll miss gilinsky I was thinking we could go to H&M." she said in a terrible British accent.

I was laughing so hard.

"Wait." she said.

"Why is everyone crowding around entrance to the mall?" I asked.

I was pulled into a car.

I screamed and I saw it was David.

I slapped him in the face.

"Don't do that!" I yelled.

"My meet and greet is today and I didn't want to tell you." he said.

"Why?!" I yelled.

"Reasons just make sure to stay on the down low ok?" He said.

"Whatever." I scoffed and got out of the car.

Marie and I walked to the crowd of girls.

"ITS THE BITCH THAT WAS WITH BLAKE!" Girls screamed.

"AND JAE!" They yelled.

I don't care any more. I'm tired of being known as that girl that was with Blake or Jae.

I turned around towards the crowd of girls.

"You're better than that Phobes." Marie said.

"I don't care anymore." I gritted through my teeth.

I went on stage and everyone was booing.

"Why is this ok? Down grading people? Nobody likes being called a bitch or being know as that girl that dated someone she regrets. Nobody likes being called a bitch or a slut. Try having millions of people saying that to you. Or just hanging with your brother or a friend and random people just walk up to you and call you a bitch. I'm not trying to change you I'm trying to help you wake the fuck up. And help you realize what you're doing isn't right." I said walking off stage and going in the mall with Marie.

"So what now?" Marie asked.

"I don't know." I chuckled.

-At Home-

I decided to film a cover video of Human by Christina Perri.

The minute I uploaded it I got hate. But one comment stood out. It was from Blake's YouTube account.

'You regret dating me? Fine I don't care. But I'm sure your parents regret making you. I sure know I would if you were my daughter. You think you're so cool by jacking up David's meet and greet. And now you're posting a stupid little video of you singing. You are a terrible singer, actor, kisser, and you should go cut yourself or better yet kill yourself. Because I know nobody in this world would ever miss you. Trust me, I would know.'

I checked and made sure it was his account and it was.

Tears were flowing down my cheeks.

Maybe he's right. In a terrible sister I messed everything up for David at his meet and greet. Maybe I deserve the hate. But maybe he's right I'm tired of it all. Will cutting help release it all?

I looked through my crafting drawer and looked for my x acto knife refills. I found them and grabbed one.

I took a deep breath and was about to cut my arm but....

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