The Sadistic Father

Chapter 6

Jacob drove me home and walked me to my front porch.

“Do you wanna come in?” I ask

“Is your dad home?”

“I don’t think so. The lights are off and the car isn’t in the garage.”

I opened my front door and asked again.

“So are you coming in or what?” I asked sarcastically.

“Yea sure.”

I walked in but he hesitated.

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing I just don’t wanna get you in trouble.”

“I won’t get in trouble. Don’t worry he’s not here right now. Sometimes he doesn’t come home for days because he’s too drunk to know where he is.”

He just looked at me.

“So are you gonna come in or what?” I asked again annoyed.

He nodded.

I led him in and showed him to my room. I sat on my bed so he sat beside me and put his arm around me.

“So what are we gonna do Ali?”

“What do you mean? Like right now? Do you think you’re getting lucky or something?” I joked.

“No not that I mean about the whole running away thing. Will you leave with me after graduation? You never answered before.”

“Jake I want to. But how are we gonna do this?”

“Ali we will figure that out in time. We can do this.”

“Okay let’s do this.”

He smiled at me than leaned over and kissed me. He put his hand on my leg and started gently rubbing it up and down, giving me tingles. I than got on top of him and put my legs around his waist now sitting on him while nibbling on his neck. A groan escaped his lips. I found his weak spot. I smiled at that. He lifted me up and flipped me around so that now he’s on top of me. He kisses my forehead and took my sweater off he then put his lips on my neck, he trailed the kisses down my neck, down my shoulders, down my chest and down my stomach. He stopped just below my bellybutton. He suddenly got up from on top of me.  

“Ali we can’t”

“What’s up with you Jake?”

“Nothing Ali, I just I don’t want you to feel pressured to do anything that you don’t want to do.”

“You’re not pressuring me Jake. I want to.”

“Are you sure? We don’t have to, we can wait. We don’t have to do anything tonight.”

“I want to.” I said than unbuckled his belt.

A few hours later we got out from under the covers.

“I should go. I have to get home I’m leaving in a couple of hours.”

“Okay I’ll walk you out.”

I got up out of my bed to get dressed but he pulled me back down.

“No not yet. I want a few more minutes.”

He started to tickle me and I giggled with pleasure. He kissed me again but it was rougher this time he grabbed me and pinned me down so that i was under him and kissed my neck. We laid there in silence for a few moments holding each other than I broke the silence.

“You have to go home before your parents wake up and realize that you’re gone.”

“Yea I know.”

We both got up and quickly got dressed. When we were both fully dressed I walked him to my front door. We hugged for what seemed like a very long time than he let go.

 “I’ll see you on Monday my love.” Jacob whispers in my ear.

“It sucks that you are going to be gone all weekend.” I complained

“Yea I know. I’m really going to miss you. But I can try to get out of the camping trip say that I’m sick or something.”

“No, no don’t do that. You should spend time with your family.”

“Are you sure?” he asked

“Yes, of course.”

He caressed my cheek and kissed me softly.

“Bye beautiful.”

“Goodbye.”

He opened the front door and walked to where his car was parked across the street. When he got to his car he looked back and waved than got in. I watched and waited until he drove off, than I closed the door. As soon as I closed it a sudden feel of emptiness fell upon me. I’m alone once again.

It’s always hard saying ‘goodbye’ to Jacob. It’s getting harder every single time. I don’t want to let go but I have to. I have to wait until graduation to run away with him, which is only two weeks away. I am so excited to finally get the hell out of this town. I haven’t been this excited in years. It got to the point that I stopped wishing and hoping for anything many years ago because I have been let down way too many times before so it’s hard for me to trust.