It's been weeks since I last cut and I've avoided Jacob ever since. He knows that there's something wrong he keeps asking but I deny it. I just say "it's nothing" or "I'm fine" while avoiding his eyes. He knows when there is something wrong even when no one else does. Despite his pleading I just lie to him and to myself. I know that If I tell him than he will try to be a hero or some crap like that. If he tries to be a hero than either he will get hurt or I will. I should've killed my self it would've been way better than my life right now and I know that sounds really pathetic but I should've. Since he's such a nice guy I promised him that I wouldn't hurt myself. That was a stupid decision which I really regret now but I am too deep in all this that I can't go back. I can't look at him without wanting to throw a damn desk at him.
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The Sadistic Father
HororAllison's mother Karen died while giving birth to Allison. Ever since her mother's death her dad John has blamed Allison for it. John started hitting Allison when she was only 3 years old. John would take out all his anger on Allison. Over the years...
