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//jack finnegan gilinsky//
Nothing good is ever expected, being pushed behind was always something Jack had lived with, hell even his best friends did it sometimes.
It was shocking when he started getting popular, he was confused at first until he heard why himself.
The app, that stupid app he had downloaded then deleted, the video he posted. That six second video went wild.
The attention was new to Jack and you could say he lost his head. Thinking he could do whatever he wanted.. he lost a lot of people doing that.
It wasn’t until he best friend Jack talked to him when he finally realized he had went too far, he was a mess.
He had nobody left, once he started to change back though people came back only they wanted him for fame. Not one person he hung out with wanted him as an actual friend, until Magcon.
The phone call that changed his life. Eight other guys with the same fucked up problems as him all from the same stupid app.
He finally felt like he belonged with somebody. The boys grew more and the fame got harder to handle, it wasn’t like they thought it would be.
However the thoughts of giving up always danced threw his head.. and they scared him even more.
The rain continued to pour as the seven remaining boys sat around the ground in the waiting room. Wondering where Shawn went Matt told him he left him outside to think.
It had been four hours and the growls of hunger from Jacks stomach had continuously been ignored. They had gotten very little news on Nash and until they got more he wouldn’t eat.
The news was on the small tv in the corner and the only sound besides other family whispering quietly.
Cameron’s sobs had finally stopped about an hour ago and had finally stopped crying, of course it didn’t bother Jack if he was still crying. His best friend was practically dying, if it was Jack J he would still be crying.
We watched as Nash’s nurse came into the waiting room, a sad smile on her face. We all jumped up to hear what she had to say when Aaron screamed something and feel to the ground.
Confused as hell we all ran over to him. Screaming what was wrong Aaron only pointed to the tv.
On it was a plane in the middle of a field completely destroyed and on fire. To anybody it looked like a random plane that went down but with our luck I knew what plane that was.
The news reported said it all, “Flight 226 flying from LA to North Carolina went down today in a storm from the west coast, no survivors have been found yet but we will-“
Drowning out the rest of her voice he fell to the ground in tears. Hayes is dead, His brothers dying and we have no clue where Shawn is.
How would you even tell Nash if he woke up that his brother is dead, gone from the world. He was only thirteen, to young to drive, to drink, to young to be gone.
Completely forgetting about the nurse standing in the doorway with a very confused look plastered on her face he walks out, out of the hospital and out of the drama.
Walking threw downtown and ending up at the beach Jack sighed. To much had happened. Life will never be the same for anyone.
They all need to face the facts, life as they all knew it was over, Jack knew it and he couldn’t stand it.
Walking towards the rocks he walked to the farthest one away from shore, standing up on it he prepared to fling his body off it and out of this world. This hell.
Taking a breath, bending his knee’s he jumped, only up not out, he couldn’t do it, he was a coward.
He would do it though, only when it got too hard to handle.
Four were down, how many more to go?
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That was short I'm sorry.
That was Jacks only chapter, he may show up in other POV's.
Aaron will be next.
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so sad ☹ magcon
Fanfictionthey all lined up, with happy faces. too bad nobody noticed, they were all broken. to sad to speak what they really thought, that was the part that was so sad.
